A diary of a girl whose nickname is Mandu. Indulge into her world as she tries to live it the way she wants it. Though we all know life has their own plans on how you'll live your life. And it's not every time it'll come in a pretty package.
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Hey, monkey face! Jokes, don't go crying about that. Or don't get mad because you have a tendency to do that ;). Anyway, I'm rambling again HAHAHAH I don't know how to write this letter and you're probably wondering what it's even about. You'll know that later on in the letter. Why later? Because I don't know when I'll stop rambling here.
Anyway, so we both know what had happened to the both of us before we went back to good terms. I'm glad we're friends again because honestly, I had it hard when we weren't. I'm not blaming it on you and I know you don't blame me too. I just wanted you to be aware of my feelings. There's no blaming game.
Speaking of feelings... yes, probably from this point on, you already know what this letter is about. Yes, I'm CONFESSING to you. See, I even wrote that in capital letters to emphasize things. I like you Jun. From the time when we didn't really talk anymore. Do you remember that time?
When you first entered my life, I wasn't sure what would happen with you. Then a bunch of things started happening and I wasn't even sure how we'd turn out in the end. You came to me first, you liked me first and those feelings I returned too late. And I might even be too late. You might even like someone now. You might even have someone right now but you know what? I rather confess now than never. Because at least then, if you have someone else, I can get over you. I don't have to be an idiot hopelessly waiting because I've been through that already.
You, Jun, are like none other. You're the first one to ever make me go through a rollercoaster of feelings that keep switching around. You even made me realize things I was never aware about.
I fell for you because of that video Sua sent me a long time ago. It was a Snapchat video of you saying hi to me and I was stupid back then because you got hurt and... let's not reminisce too much about the past. Let's think about the future. So... what do you say? I like you. I like you very much. I'm sorry it's late. But I like you. That future of mine, I can't tell or predict anything. It's either my future involves you as someone more than a friend or you'll just continue being my friend. I don't mind any. I don't know how you'll reply and this letter is so messy because I'm nervous but yeah. Yes or no. It's simple. At the same time, it'll have an impact. A big one.
I don't have anything else to write so I'll just end it here.
Love, Mandu (Baek Dohui)
~Author's Notes~
Sorry I haven't updated in a while! I've been busy these days, hahaha! :) Hoped you enjoyed this chapter! *^^*
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