Diary of a Mandu

일기 #27

11 May 2016

Dear diary,

Everything's fine now. I'm so relieved. My friend Nayeon is gonna move back to Seoul after living in China because of her dad's work. She's been living there for three years now and I'm so excited to see her! I hope she'll come transfer to my school because I'm really lonely here. Sure, I've got friends but I clearly need someone who has already known me for quite a long time. I just remembered I was wearing a different uniform that clearly does not belong to me. I mean, yeah it's mine, but I don't feel like it has a right to be in my house.

I really don't like this school. It's not the people (not all of them at least) but it's clearly because of the fact I'm not with my friends. I want to be with them. I miss them so much.

Anyway, so as I was saying, I want Nayeon to transfer to my school. Because I'm in need of my love, hehehe. I'm just hoping she'd be able to transfer to my school. I'll keep wishing.

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Nayeon and I texted a moment ago and she said her parents are slowly deciding to go to another school and not my school. :(

I'm really hoping and wishing she'd come to my school. When Nayeon asked me what was good about this school, my mind completely blanked out. See, that's exactly how much I disliked this school. When someone asks me what I hate about this school, I could give them a list. But when it's the opposite, I can't think of anything.

If Nayeon transfers to another school, I'd feel really lonely. But it wasn't like it was my choice to pick whether she goes to my school or not. So I'll just keep hoping for the best.

Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)

~Author's Notes~

I'm loving SHINee's 1 of 1 repackage album. Absolute perfection <3

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xoxo

Byun Sang Kyung