A diary of a girl whose nickname is Mandu. Indulge into her world as she tries to live it the way she wants it. Though we all know life has their own plans on how you'll live your life. And it's not every time it'll come in a pretty package.
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I'm slowly getting over him. I know, you're probably sick of hearing that but everyone has gone through something similar to this at least once. Where they can't seem to get over the person they like. Anyway, back to what I was saying. Um, what was I saying? Oops, I'm rambling again hahahaha weee.
It's going to be a short entry since I don't really have a lot to say but school's only been nothing but a nightmare. Not because of the studies. Not because of my friends. But because school itself is a painful reminder to what I had gone through. If I hadn't had moved schools, I wouldn't have fallen into a love trap. I'm a hard to get girl who's both simple and complicated at the same time and I get hurt by love the most, which is why I usually have a barrier up. But even a barrier can't stop it because whatever barrier I put up, it'll come crashing down and I get hurt again.
Love is like what everybody says. Everyone knows what they say about it so I'm not going to bother to write it down. Instead, I'm going to say a few things out of my own experience, even if some may or may not have been what I have heard before.
Each love is different, but in some sense, they're the same. Experiences can be the same, but with different people, it'll be different. Some can hurt and sting like venom, others can heal you and make you feel like the luckiest person alive.
It has been a painful experience. An emotional rollercoaster I couldn't handle. The screams. The tears. The thrill. I was never prepared for it but at this point, I'm telling myself to give up because it's futile now. I tried. I was too late and I tried but in the end, I was just too late.
I need a distraction so I'm going to just focus on Jennie and Soonyoung's story, even though it's nothing but a figment of my hopes and dreams.
Love, Mandu (Baek Dohui)
~Author's Notes~
I'm loving B1A4's A Lie <3
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