A diary of a girl whose nickname is Mandu. Indulge into her world as she tries to live it the way she wants it. Though we all know life has their own plans on how you'll live your life. And it's not every time it'll come in a pretty package.
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School was as it goes but every time I would see Jun, I would look away and pretend I didn't see him. I think he did the same, I never really realized or properly notice it. I didn't want to. I wanted to pretend as if he wasn't there.
I want to go back to that time. The time when we didn't know each other. I want to stop knowing him. I want to erase all those memories. I want to forget the pain.
I would be lying if I said I wasn't completely hurt. I would be slightly lying if I said I had already moved on. Because part of me is still holding on. To what exactly? I wasn't sure. To an invisible string of nothing, probably. I hurt him, he moved on. He hurt me, I'm still slightly struggling to move on. Isn't that sad?
I hate you, Jun. I like you, Jun. Where is my heart? What should I be feeling? Should I ignore you? Should we be strangers? Should I try again? Should we reconcile and become better? I don't know. I really just don't know. I'm also tired. Tired of being emotionally damaged by thoughts concerning you. When will this end? Make it stop. I want it to stop. Someone, help.
Love, Mandu (Baek Dohui)
~Author's Notes~
The most awkward thing is hanging out with your friends at the mall and suddenly seeing people from your school, eek!
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