일기 #47

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28 June 2016

Dear diary,

It's been so long, once again. There's not a lot of things that happened these days that were juicy enough to be filled in my diary. So let me just tell you how Jun and I have progressed.

So everyday, at least almost everyday, Jun and I would text each other. But at times, we wouldn't text because Jun still thinks he's annoying me. He and I made a bet. Every time he thinks he's a nuisance to me, he has to give me a chocolate. So far, I gained 14 chocolates from him, hehehehe. He keeps his word, luckily, and he gets to get over that nasty habit of thinking he's a nuisance (hopefully it helps, at least) and I get yummy Ghana chocolates. Win-win.

I really hope that I'm not joking myself. Because I like him and I'm afraid that he doesn't like me. But he has returned to the person I first chat with. All those cringe worthy words, those cheesy lines, they don't make me cringeㅡat least, not as much as before. All the compliments he would drop here and there would usually make me blush or feel giddy.

I need to wait, right? I've dropped enough hints, haven't I? I would flirt back with him too. I hope he realizes that. I hope he really likes me back too. I can't go back to that dark depression hole. I don't want too. Now I'm wondering, when should I confess? It's not longer a matter of if, it's a matter of when.

Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)

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