일기 #14

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08 April 2016

Dear diary,

I chatted with him again before I started my diary entry, but he went offline because he wanted to go play basketball. He's a big fan of basketball and whenever he'd brag about his love for basketball, I'd get a little irritated and leave him on seen. What else was I supposed to say? Whenever I told him that I liked to read books, he'd say, "Nah, basketball for me."

It's stupid because I still find him cute in the end. He's really not my type, but my heart's beating for no apparent reason. Maybe it's one of those phase when your heart just suddenly malfunctions.

I slowly talked about my crush, which was him in this case but I didn't tell him that. I just told him the code nameㅡMr. Basketball. No one but Baekhee, Eun Hee, Eun Ra and Sena knows about that. But I think it's a little—or a lot—obvious. Hansol, in return, said that I might be confessed to soon and I wasn't sure what that was supposed to mean but he just dropped the biggest bomb on meㅡhe told me Lee Jihoon from the class next door liked me. I was disappointed at the same time shocked to know that. It wasn't him after all.

But I dropped him hints and tried not to seem so obvious at the same time. I feel like I want to confess, but that can't happen because I don't have thoughts of dating him. He sometimes gets on my nerve because he thinks so highly of himself but he still manages to shake my heart and I find it irrational.

Maybe it's my heart. Maybe it's just broken and beating. Beating for him.

Love, 
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)


~Author's Notes~

Seems like I've got my holidays planned out. Gonna watch dramas everyday, heh. :) 

xoxo

Byun Sang Kyung

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