11 April 2016
Dear diary,
I talked to him today! I saw him with Jisoo after school outside the school lab and managed to mutter a few words to Hansol. It was kinda awkward because Jihoon was there too and because of Hansol suddenly spilling the beans, I acted oblivious and pretended that I didn't know Jihoon had feelings for me.
I couldn't stay long to talk with Hansol and his friends because I was shy and when I was shy, I might say something embarrassing out of pressure and simply put me in the weird spotlight. So I rather just go with Baekhee and wait for my mom to pick me up.
Then I chatted with him again but the conversation ended quicker today. I guess sometimes I just can't put up with him. I tell myself he isn't a decent guy but do I ever listen to myself? Nope.
Chulsoo still visits our house weekly and he looks like he's becoming more handsome by the day. I wish that I only had feelings for Chulsoo and not Hansol. He wasn't my type, he was the type I like to avoid, but look at me now. I'm going against my own self.
But as of now, I'll enjoy the feeling he's giving me. Because I once told myself, enjoy the feelings you get when it's still happening in front of you.
Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)
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