일기 #16

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12 April 2016

Dear diary,

I have something to look forward to now whenever I come to school. He was the reason to why I hated this school a lot less. But I still don't like the fact that I like him. I try to get use to his style and personality but it really triggered me and pissed me off, but why did I still like him like this? It was a mystery I wish I could solve to stop. But one thing's for sure: I still can't get over Chulsoo. He had to be so handsome and nice, had he? He had to be some Prince Charming, did he?

Anyway, Hansol's been dropping hints that were obvious but I didn't want to believe in my assumptions, in case they turned out to be misunderstandings. I screen shot my conversations with Hansol and send them to Baekhee, wanting her reaction to it. She tells me things like, "He likes you." And as I get giddy about that. I feel like confessing soon but I only met him recently, I would be crazy enough to just confess to him when we've barely known each other for a week. That's crazy.

I've fallen in the trap twice and I like them both at the same time. Funny, huh? How the cycle can repeat.

Hansol's chatting style, well, actually, Sungjak High School students' chatting style are really not living up to my expectations. I have a specific way on being active when it comes to chatting and that has to come from the fact that they have good Korean communication skills online. Too bad, not all of them are what I expected them to be. Or was I too used to chatting with my friends back in Chundak School?

Speaking of Chundak School, Sungcheol's slowly going back to normal. I missed him chatting in our group chats. Though he's not as lively as I'm used to him before, I'm glad he's pulling himself together.

Sungcheol, even if you can't read this because I'm not going to show anyone this diary filled with only my thoughts, I'm glad you're doing fine on your own and that you're strong on your own. I wish I can text these words to you, but too bad, I'm hesitant again. I just hope you know I'm always here for you.

Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)


~Author's Notes~

Psst! I have something to tell you guys about this book! It's not really a spoiler—I think. But anyway, you decided on that, heh. Basically, it's me telling you that this book has probably seventy (or more, I forgot) parts. Heh. That's all ;)

xoxo

Byun Sang Kyung

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