before the full moon rises

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7 September 2016

Dear diary,

OMG, YOU KNOW WHAT?

So remember I said I ship Jennie and Soonyoung together? Well, today, Jennie admitted that she lowkey likes him! (Huh, reminds me of me and Jun). I'm going to try to do everything (along with Baekhee) to increase that lowkey into something more. A crush, even!

I'm excited. The both of them just look so cute together, even back then during this one day where we had a free day (where we don't study at all) and the both of them took a picture together. It was hard to get Jennie to get in the picture in the first place, i.e, we had to promise not to burn or roast her in future (but we didn't keep it, oops) and we did. So, thus, the two ended up taking a picture together.

I really hope Soonyoung doesn't like me, like what Maeri assumed, because then he'd be ruining his own ship and that would be very devastating. I mean, why go after a girl who doesn't even like him back when there's clearly a girl who lowkey likes him? Actually, that's kind of the same thing as me, though...

Jun doesn't like me. Yet there's someone who (probably) likes me right now. What's my point? I have been devastated enough, why was I still...

Love is painful. It hurts. I hate it. But at the same time, love is amazing. It heals. I like it. But then, in the end, which emotion will love leave for you?

Love,
Mandu
(Baek Dohui)


~Author's Notes~

A few more chapters then it's the end, guys!

A few more chapters then it's the end, guys!

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