To Die For (Sequel To Lost It All) {5} [COMPLETED]

Chapter 82

Chapter 82

Camryn's POV

*One Month Later*

"Caitlyn, honey, you need to come down and eat."

"No." She said, her voice muffled. I sighed and walked into her room. I placed her plate on the nightstand and walked away. I was getting really worried about her. She's been in her room for the past month, only leaving her room to go to the bathroom. She eats about one meal a day and hasn't showered since the night we got home from the hospital. Thankfully, it's summer so she's not missing any school.

Josh was arrested about a week after the incident and now we're just waiting on a court date. I want to get Caitlyn up and around before then because if she doesn't appear in court, Josh could get a less harsh sentence than he deserves. Chris and I got a lawyer and now we're waiting for the chance to put that creep behind bars for a while.

I tried the only thing I could think of that would help Caitlyn feel better. Family.

I called my Aunt Bailey and Danielle. They were the only two I knew who could relate to Caitlyn. I tried telling her my story about Oliver but she stilled claimed I had no idea what she was going through so I basically gave up. The two arrived at basically the same time and I let them in. We had not let any of the family know what had happened, per Caitlyn's request.

"What's up?" My aunt asked.

"Okay, no one else in the family knows about this, but a month ago, Caitlyn was rped by her boyfriend."

"Oh no." Danielle sighed.

"Poor thing." My aunt said.

"Yeah, she hasn't left her room in a month and is barley eating. I've tried everything but nothing is working. My Oliver story wasn't good enough for her so I was hoping you two could help out."

"Of course." Danielle said and my aunt agreed.

"Awesome, thank you so much you guys. She's in her room." I smiled, hugging them and walking off.

Danielle's POV

My Aunt Bailey and I walked up the stairs, knocking on her door.

"Go away!"

"Caitlyn, it's Aunt Bailey and Danielle, can we please come in?" My aunt asked.

"Sure." She sighed and we opened the door. We walked in and closed the door behind us. We sat down on chairs, Caitlyn remaining face down on her bed.

"So, your mom told us what happened." I said.

"I told her not to tell anybody." She mumbled.

"We are the only one's she told. She wanted us to come talk to you and try to help you. Do you want to tell us a bit?" She shook her head. "Fine, I'll start with my story." My aunt said.

"I was dating Sam, the guitarist in my band, before Onyx. We had what seemed like a great relationship and I had decided that I didn't want to follow in my siblings' footsteps. Both of them got married and had kids at a young age. I wanted to wait until late twenties, early thirties and just focus on advancing my career. I think I was nineteen when my boyfriend proposed to me. I told him no and he told me he understood but I felt so guilty. He had spent so much money on a fancy restaurant and a beautiful ring, just to have me turn down his proposal. Things were fine until I found out he was fucking Victoria, Brandon's ex-girlfriend. I broke up with him and kicked him out of the band. Fast forward, I started dating Onyx and we got to go on Warped Tour. Sam showed up and kidnapped me. He took me into this house in the woods and just abused me. He beat me and rped me. It was really bad. Luckily, his girlfriend helped me escape before he got a chance to kill me. He took me a while to get past it and I basically turned my pain into music." She said, wiping away some tears. Halfway through the story, Caitlyn had turned to look at us.

"Oh, I guess it's my turn." I took a deep breath before continuing. "I didn't have a good experience with boys my first two years of high school. I dated this creepy stalker and then I dated a boy after him, Skyler. I really felt I was in love with him. He was so nice to me and always complimenting me. I didn't notice that he was slowly changing me. I started wearing skirts and dresses, I curled my hair and dyed it blonde, I ditched my best friend, I even starved myself to lose weight because he said I was too heavy. It destroyed me but I wanted to make him happy because I loved him. We went to a party and he took me into a room and rped me. I eventually got through it and took a break from boys before falling in love for real." I smiled.

"I loved him. I didn't want to lose him. I eventually gave in to doing most everything with him because I didn't want to lose him. Sex is the one thing I refused to do. I didn't want to lose my virginity at fifteen. He ripped that away from me. My parents don't know this. I don't want them to know this. I just want to go back. To have stayed the fuck away from him." She mumbled.

"Well, we love you Caitlyn and we're always here for you, okay?" My aunt said.

"Okay." She nodded. We hugged her and walked back down the stairs.

"So?" Camryn asked.

"She's going to be just fine." I smiled as we walked out.

Caitlyn's POV

My mom walked in about an hour later. I had turned onto my back and was looking up at the ceiling.

"Cailtyn." She closed the door behind her.

"Yeah?"

"Dinner's ready, do you want to come eat?" She asked and I sighed.

"I don't know." I said.

"I'm not forcing you to go outside, just come be with your family. We all miss you."

"Can I shower first?"

"Of course, we'll be waiting downstairs." She smiled and walked away. I stood up and gathered clothes from my drawers. I went into the bathroom and turned on the water. I undressed and stared at myself in the mirror, biting my lip. I tore myself away from my own reflection and climbed into the shower. I felt the water hitting my skin, the sensation feeling weird since I hadn't showered in a month. It felt really good. I had been sitting in my own filth and just learned to live with my smell.

I made sure to wash my hair really good and use lots of soap to get myself clean again. I stepped out of the shower after about fifteen minutes, grabbing a towel and drying off. I pulled on my clean clothes, feeling nice to be clean for once.

I towel dried my hair and decided to let it air dry. I made my way down the steps to wear my family was gathered around the dinner table. My mom jumped up when she saw me and went into the kitchen. She placed a plate of food at my spot and sat back down. I sat down and slowly began to eat. I listened to my family talk about their days while I just sat and stayed silent. I didn't have much to say. I wallowed in my own sadness and filth all day. How exciting.

After dinner, I actually started to feel a little better. At least, better than I have in the past month. I had gotten dressed into my pajamas after my shower, so all I had to do was go up to my room and go to sleep. It was honestly one of the best sleeps I've had in a while.

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Nice long chapter for you guys to make up for my absence. Oh my god I'm so sorry guys. I have two jobs now and school has been hectic so I haven't found the time to write. I will try to get back into it and be back on my regular schedule this week. Love y'all <3

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