'I Promise' {T.F. Fan Fiction} (COMPLETED) (EDITING)

The Funeral

The wake was horrible. I hated every part of it, especially when I saw my grandpa. When the wake ended me and Tanner headed back to our hotel room. When we got into our room, I just sat on a chair A looked at the wall while Tanner was getting ready for bed. When Tanner got out of the bathroom he saw me and sat next to me

"Hey Miapia what's up?" I chuckled lightly,

"Ha, no one has called me that years" 

"I know. Hey talk to me, you know you can" He nudged my arm with his elbow

"I know. It's just before I said I this doesn't feel real, but now it does. After seeing him in his casket it felt like my heart broke into a million pieces" I started teat up at the thought. Tanner looked at me and hugged me, and I hugged him back.

"I know. I could tell it by the look on your face" He frowned slightly

"You know me so well" He laughed into my shoulder and pulled away. I didn't realize I was crying until he wiped some tears off my face, I smiled at him and said,

"I'm not sure if I'm ready for tomorrow" 

"Don't worry I'll be by your side the whole time" He smiled

"Thank you" I smiled back

"I know. You're very welcome" 

"No not just for being there for me, but for being my friend. I'm really happy we were paired up together for our project" I explained

 "Me too" He agreed

"Hey after we get back to San Diego do you want to start your YouTube channel?" He asked,

"Yeah, I do. Maybe my first video will be me introducing myself and saying what I'm going to do on the channel" 

"What are you going to do?" He asked curiously 

"Maybe vlog like you, play games, do collabs, ya know the usual stuff. And maybe I'll sing" I explained

"Wait you can sing?" He seemed both surprised by intrigued  

"Yes. But not very well" I tried to dismiss

"Can you sing for me?" 

"No" I shook my head 

"Yes, please?" He pouted lightly

"You're not going to stop annoying me till I say. Won't you?"I said slowly giving in

"Correct" He smiled

"Fine" I got out my phone and started playing SUBURBIA by TROYE Sivan.

The sunset's longer
Where I am from
Where dreams go to die
While having fun
The boys fix their cars and
Girls heat it up
Love is so good when
Love is young

And there's so much history in these streets
And mama's good eats
And wonder on repeat
There's so much history in my head
The people I've left
The ones that I've kept

Have you hear me on the radio, did you turn it up?
On your blown-out stereo in SUBURBIA?
Could be playing hide and seek from home
Can't replace my blood
Yeah, it seems I'm never letting go
Of suburbia

Swallow nostalgia, chase it with limes
Better than dwelling
And chasing times
Missing occasions
I can't rewind
Can't help but feel like I've lost what's mine

Yeah there's so much much history in these streets
And mama's good eat
There's so much history in my head
The people I've left
The ones that I kept