'I Promise' {T.F. Fan Fiction} (COMPLETED) (EDITING)

Performing Live part 2

Mia's POV

I'm at the radio station right now, and after we are going to an actual arena.

Kill me now.

I hate singing in front of people, it's one of my biggest fears. But when you are at a radio station it's different. There are only a few lucky fans that get to see us perform.

You also may ask "Well don't you make videos of you singing?" Answer. Yes I do, but it's different. You're singing to a camera, and you don't think about how many people are watching you. There are only a few fans coming to the radio station, which I am fine with, but after we are going to an arena.

A FREAKING ARENA, WITH MORE THAN 1,000 PEOPLE IN IT!

I might as well jump of a cliff. Oh god how am I going to do this? Tanner is coming with me to the radio station and the arena, Jake is too. Hailey can't because she has a big basketball game and they really need her there. She's one of the best players, and they are facing a tough team.

Right now me an Shawn are in the recording studio thinking about what songs we should do "Alright how about we do 5 from my album, 1 from my first, and 5 or your songs?" "That sounds good, I just gotta pick some. How about for you we do this. Mercy, Three empty words, roses, treat you better, like this, and from your first album Stitches. And from me I do Second Chance, Watch over you (which is an awesome song btw), Shed some light, lost boy (it's just going to be a sound they perform, by making it her song), and September" "Sounds good. Let's practice a bit, we don't jag to be at the radio station until two more hours" I nodded.

Me and Shawn practiced until we had to leave. Me, Shawn, Andrew, Tanner, and Jake all piled into a limo. This is my first time in a limo. COOL! The whole ride my leg kept on shaking. Tanner noticed once, and put his hand on my knee steadying it "Don't worry Mia, you'll do great. Just act like you're singing to your camera" Tanner said reassuringly "I know, it's just I've never sang in front of that many people" "That's not true. I mean you sing in front of a camera TO millions of people" I just shrugged. Tanner held my hand the whole way to the radio station, I had occasional conversations with Shawn and Andrew, but other than that I stayed silent.

We finally got to the radio station, and I've somewhat calmed down a bit, at least I'm less nervous. There are only a few fans and the radio people (idk what to call them) there so I should be fine. They just interviewed us about our lives, what we are planning on doing for my career. But this one question they asked made me really embarrassed.

"So there's been a lot of talk about you two. So my question is... Are you two dating?"

I was for sure blushing without a doubt. I looked at Shawn and e was blushing too. I finally took the courage to speak "Um no we aren't dating, but I actually have a boyfriend. Without him I would be here, he made we want to do YouTube videos and put myself out there" I heard all the fans say "Awwww" "What's his name?" "His name is Tanner. He's actually here right now" "Well how about we get him in here" I turned my chair and waved for Tanner to come here. He got up from his chair and walked over to me "Hello people of the world" He sounds so awkward. I smiled "How long have you two been dating?" "9 months" He nodded "Well without further ado, let's get these two wonderful singers ready for their performance, and then after they are going to the arena in Los Angeles to perform live!" We all got up and I grabbed my guitar and so did Shawn. We walked up to two mics that were set up for us. We were starting with Mercy first.

YASSSS.

At the arena.

The radio show went very well. Better than I expected, but now this is where I die.

I'm in an arena that has over 1,000 people in it.

It's either I faint, mess up, freeze in front of everyone, or throw up. And if none of that happened.

Thank the lord Jesus.

"Mia were ready now. Let's go" Shawn said, I just nodded and grabbed my guitar. We both walked to the side of the stage and I saw shaking "Hey don't worry, you'll do great! I promise. And if you feel like you can't do it, then just look straight ahead and don't focus on anything in particular" "Thanks Shawn" Tanner came running up and said "I'm just here to wish you luck before you get on stage. I'm so proud of you, good luck, I love you soooooo much" "I love you too" I hugged him and kissed his lips.

After a few minutes after Tanner went backstage, we were called on stage. Shawn looked at me and nodded and mouthed "Don't worry" I held onto my guitar for dear life and we both walked on stage. It was completely dark, so no one knew we were there. We got in front of our microphones and the blinding light came on, and everyone started screaming.

Holy cow.

There were thousands of fans there holding sign, had all of Shawn's merch. It was honestly crazy "Hey how are you all doing tonight!!" Shawn exclaimed, all the girls screamed "Well today we have a very special treat for you guys. Today we have a new artist with us. Her name is Mia Lambert and we are going to be working together!" Everyone cheered, I looked to the side of the stage and I saw Tanner there giving me the thumbs up "So you all pleased be sweet to her because this is her first time singing in front of thousands of people, and she's already nervous. So without further ado, let's get this show started!" Shawn yelled into the microphone. All the girls clapped and cheered. We were starting with Like This. I know all the words to this song.

It was the end of the show and we had one last song to do. It was one of my own. I'm feeling mug better now, all the nerves went away and was replaced by adrenaline "Alright sadly this is our last song of the show" I said into my mic. All the girls said awwww "So this last song we are doing is one that I wrote. It is based off of my life I guess you could say. This is Second Chance"

All the girls cheered and screamed after I finished my song, they really loved it. Shawn came over to me and gave me the biggest hug "You did soooo well, I'm so proud of you!" "Thanks" I said with a smile. We pulled away and said goodbye and ran off to backstage "THAT WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!" I screamed.

Everyone came over to me and congratulated me, but I didn't see Tanner "Shawn have you seen Tanner?" "Yeah, he went to your dressing room" "Thanks" I ran to my dressed room and opened the door. I saw Tanner sitting on the couch in there "Thank god I found you. I was starting to get claustrophobic with everyone hugging me" "Did you feel claustrophobic when you hugged Shawn?" He looked up at me and he had a anger in his eyes "What are you talking about" "Did you really not think I would be bothered by that?" "Well I didn't think that you would mad at me over something so little. No "I'm so proud of you for facing your biggest fear" or "You did an awesome job. I love you so much." None of that?" I asked seriously. I was pissed, I really thought he would at least be happy for me, this is a huge milestone in my entire life, and he's mad over a hug? "You know I'm happy for you, but did you really have to hug like you were a couple? Right in front of me!?" His voice started to get louder "I didn't think it was a big deal, it was just a congrats hug!" "Well it didn't seem like that!" He said getting up from the couch "Tanner you're acting like a child" "Im acting like a child? Well at least I don't go around hugging guys who are older and hotter!" He yelled back "You know I would never cheat on you" I said starting to get teared up "After all we've been through, you're mad at me for this? For god sake I was pregnant Tanner! And I didn't even tell you, but no, you're mad at me because I hugged a guy. Sue me!" I yelled back "ITS NOT LIKE THAT!" He shouted. I walked back, and my back hit against the wall. I started to have memories come into my mind. I opened my eyes to see Tanner will regret all over his face "Mia I- I didn't mean t-" "No" "What?" "Just leave me alone Tanner. I need to calm down, and so do you" "Mia-" "Don't "Mia" me. Just go. Go home I don't care. I'm staying at Hailey's" I walked to the door and opened it. Tanner looked at me then walked to the door.

"Are we over?"

"I don't know"

"Promise me you'll be safe, and that you will come back tomorrow"

"Maybe"