'I Promise' {T.F. Fan Fiction} (COMPLETED) (EDITING)

I don't know how to feel

Guys I'm going to be completely honest with you.

I really am starting to loose the love I had for Tanner.

I mean, just a few months ago his vlogs were different, everything was different, and now- it's just- I don't know to explain it without seeming like I'm a bitch.

I just want the older Tanner back, I want the Tanner that would record with the Funk Bros, and have a good time, and I don't want to have to worry about seeing Taylor in his vlogs either. Now I have no hate on Taylor, I mean she's beautiful I see why Tanner is dating her, but- something about her just doesn't seem right, and it's not the jealous that's talking, I'm being dead serious guys.

Something about Tanner and Taylor just doesn't seem right. Tanner is just different ever since the crash, and I get it. When you have a life threatening situation happen to you, you aren't going to come out as the same person. I've seen a lot of people annoyed and mad at him because he kept the secret that he was dating Taylor, I mean he never kept secrets, I just feel like he's this completely different guy.

Idfk anymore guys, I'm truly being honest. I just think that he's growing up too fast, and we all can't catch up. I'm just starting to loose the feeling when every time he uploads a video. I used to get so happy and excited and watch it as soon as it's live, but now I don't even bother watching it.

Now I'm not ending this, and I will be making a sequel. When I make the sequel it'll still be on this book, and not an individual one, I just feel like it's easier keeping it in the same book, than having to make another book, worry about the cover, tags, category.

If you guys agree with me on what I'm saying about Tanner, comment down below what you think, because I really want to know.

I've just lost this love I've had someone, and I don't know if I can get it back.

I lost the love, that can never be restored, ever.

He's changing

Way too fast for all of us to catch up.

I've missed his reckless self

I've missed the scooter videos he made with Jake.

I've missed his collabs with the Funk Bros

I miss the smile that I've gotten to know and love.

Even his personality is different.

Everything about him is different, and I don't know how I can hold onto him any longer

If I ever loose him, I hope one day he'll come back as himself

I will love him again.....

I will love the Tanner Fox, the teenage boy with my dream car, the teenage boy that gets kicked out of stores for making toilet paper forts, the teenage boy that used to not have a car in the world as long as he was having fun, the teenage boy he made scooter videos, the teenage boy that would get happy over the tiny things, and wouldn't take them for granted, the teenage boy that inspired me to make this book, and make me want to try new things, the teenage boy who stole my heart....

The teenage boy, that I've known to love.....

Is gone, he left the kid world and went into he grow up world...

but I've lost the love and it cannot be restored, not unless he comes back....

Tanner, please come back to us, we miss you, come back as yourself and not some stupid adult!