'I Promise' {T.F. Fan Fiction} (COMPLETED) (EDITING)

A Little Too Much

This isn't a part.

As you can tell.

But never in my life has a song related to me, as much as this one.

The first words are literally.

"She would not show she was afraid."

That is literally me, I don't show any emotion when bad things happen.

And I'm just laying on my bed, listening to this song, and almost tearing up because it relates to me in many ways.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to stop watching Tanner, but I will not stop making this fanfic. It may not give me the same effect as it used to, but I'll try my best and make them awesome parts.

The next part I still have to figure out how I'm going to fit it in. I came up with the idea, and my friend Hailey aka gigglebox01 gave me the okay for it!

But seriously you guys listen to that song, and just tell me how you feel, because I almost started to cry because of this song.

I just feel sad because Tanner isn't Tanner, like he seems like an imposter ever since the crash. And you know what I get it, and it's scary how much I get it. Once something like that happens to you, you can't just walk out the same person. You're going to be more careful with your life, because there was a good chance you could've died, and you shouldn't take your life for granted.

Some people were saying that Taylor changed him. Now I don't think that, but it's one out of a hundred reason, and I'm not blaming her just getting that straight. I don't blame Taylor, and before any goes and comments "she has nothing to do with Tanner acting different" that's not what I'm sayin, I don't blame her at all, it's just a possibility.

I just want the old Tanner back. I want the Tanner that was adventurous and has a bubbly personality. But I get it, you grow up and things change. A lot of stuff with me has changed since the beginning of middle school, and I- I really don't have words.

Let me know what you guys think so I can get my mind off of the stress I have right now. I seriously might die before high school, and I'm not joking. School sucks, and I have so much pressure with the musical and school work, idfk how people do it.

It's almost 12 am where I live, and I can't sleep. I took an hour and a half nap. I'm listening to Kid In Love, and I want to die in a hole.

WHAT ELSE IS NEW?

Absolutely nothing.

Whatever, I'll try my best and post tomorrow, we are having our first showing of the musical and idk what time I'll get home. Ttygl, and I love you all!

Love,
Miapia😌