'I Promise' {T.F. Fan Fiction} (COMPLETED) (EDITING)

Exploring

A/N: Important a/n at the end of this chapter. Plz read and enjoy! Also idk how the whole watty's award thing goes, but please vote for this story. I absolutely hate asking for this stuff, don't do it if you don't want to.
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Mia's POV

Today is our last day here in LA, and it's been amazing.

So far we've explored downtown LA, went to some nice restaurants, and me and Lizzy went clothes shopping with Nevaeh and Ana, while Tanner, Lance, and Alex hang out at Lance's apartment.

So today we are all going to Malibu today. I've never been, but I'm sure Tanner has.

Right now me and Lizzy are getting ready in the bathroom when I heard Tanner call my name "Mia, you girls ready yet? You both have been in there for hours" I rolled my eyes while Lizzy just laughed "We'll be out in a sec, chill your butt" "Don't tell me what to do, and what not to do with my butt" Me and Lizzy laughed.

Tanner closed the trunk of our car, and picked up Alex. We finally made it to Malibu, and it's beautiful here! I was holding Ana, while Nevaeh was holding Lizzy's hand "Got everything?" Lance asked. Me and Tanner nodded, and we made our way to the beach.

As we put down our beach towels, Nevaeh and Ana were covering Alex's body with sand. I laughed "Kids be careful, and Alex keep your mouth closed so you don't get sand in your mouth" Alex looked horrified at the thought of sand in his mouth, so he nodded his head vigorously. Lizzy was next to me, and she was laughing "So, how everything with you and Lance?" She smiled "Amazing, I'm so happy I married him, he's the love of my life" I smiled "Aww, that's so adorable. Have you guys talked about having kids yet?" I asked while putting sun screen on. Lizzy went silent for a second, but then tapped my arm "Come here!" I leaned over to her, and she put her mouth next to my ear "I'm pregnant" My jaw dropped, and I pulled away "No. Freaking. Way" Lizzy smiled, and I started smiling too "Oh my god, congratulations! Have you told Lance yet?" "Well, I just found out yesterday, and i wanted to tell you yesterday but you were busy with the kids, but no I haven't told Lance yet" "Well, I'm sure he's going to be stoked!"

"Babe, come on, lets go to the water!!!" Tanner whined. He's been bugging me for the past 3 minutes because I want to tan, and he wants to go in the water "Why don't you go in the water by yourself?" Tanner pouted "Because I want my loving wife to spend some alone time, with me, in freaking Malibu, before we have to leave this wonderful place!" I chuckled "God, you're making it seem like you're dying" I got up, and grabbed Tanner's hand "Let's go" Tanner smiled widely, and we both started walking to the water "Is it cold?" I asked Tanner "The kids said it was 'amazing' so I'm going by their judgement" I laughed "You're going with the judgement, of a six year old, and two three year olds?" "I trust them!" We got to the water, and Tanner picked me up bridal-style. I squealed and held onto Tanner "What are you doing?" "Being cliché, and getting an Instagram worthy pic" I looked behind him to see Lance with Tanner's phone, taking pictures. I laughed and nuzzled my head into Tanner's neck "I love you, you know that?" Tanner asked "I believe I do know that" I said while lightly laughing "Well I do, I love you so much that words cannot explain how lucky I am to have an amazing family, and to have you as my wife. Like I said before, I made a promise that I would stay with you forever, and look where we are now, we have three kids, a dog, an amazing house, amazing friends, and just overall an amazing life, I couldn't ask for a better life. You my beautiful wife made that possible, and for that I thank you" My eyes were teared up a bit "Tanner, I love you so much!" I leaned in, and our lips connected, and that same feeling I always get when I kiss him, comes back, and I can never get tired of that feeling.

The sun was setting, and we were all sitting on beach towels. Ana was on my lap playing with sand, while Nevaeh and Alex were digging holes "Mommy?" Ana said while looking up at me, I moved some hair out of her eyes, and looked down at her "Yes baby" "Can you sing for me?" I laughed "I don't know sweetie, mummy's kinda tired right now" Alex looked up and so did Nevaeh "Come on Mom please!" Alex begging "Yeah, please mom, I love your voice" Nevaeh said. I looked over at Tanner, and he was smiling widely "Yeah mom sing for us!" Lance and Lizzy joined in on the begging, and I finally caved in "Alright, alright. What do you want me to sing?" Alex and Nevaeh shared and look, which then Alex looked at Ana. They all nodded, and Alex said "Sing your song 'I'll Follow You' that's our favorite song of yours" (A/N: This is an actual song, play it up there ^^) My heart warmed when I heard that come out of my sons mouth "Okay"

I want to go back,
Forget that it's over
Painted in black,
When you left me alone
I never knew, she was sleeping next door
With the kid I grew up with,
And I can't go back to her anymore, no more

You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you push me away
But then you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
No, I can't lift the weight

Put you in the past,
Try to forget you 'cause it's over
And every time you ask
I pretend I'm okay
You're inside my head
In the middle of the night
When I don't feel right
I dream I can hold you,
And I can't go back to you anymore, yeah, yeah

You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time, but you push me away
But then you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
But, I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weight

And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you lower your standards and I raise the stakes
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight

You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you, you push me away
But then you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
But, I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weight

You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay
You told me that you needed time but you, you push me away
And then you try to take me back
Say someday you will change, but I don't wanna wait

After I stopped singing, everyone was clapping, and what Ana said next made me want to cry tears of joy.

"You're the best singer in the world mommy! I want to be you when I grow up!!!"

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Alright important authors note! So recently stuff has happened between Jake Angeles and his girlfriend Elissa DeHeart. Now apparently, and for future reference I don't know exactly what happened, so please no hate if I get this wrong, Elissa broke up with Jake, and she cheated on him to get attention. No I don't know if this is true, but I'm 95% sure they're broken up. Now whoever's side you're on, that's your opinion, but if you're on Jakes side, show him some support and everything, because it might feel horrible if something like this happens.

Also bossbrianna5 I am getting your covers ready. And I'm sorry I haven't posted in forever, it's just really hard to find motivation when writing this because I have no interest in Tanner. I've actually deleted all the fanfics in my library, except the few I actually enjoy reading. I've unfollowed him on and social media I have, same goes for Taylor. I've un subscribed, I just really don't want to deal with him anymore because it's honestly annoying because I kinda hate the kid, and I'm trying my best to ignore him. The only way to get me to watch his videos, is if something bad has happened and he needs support, I might hate him, but I still care, I mean for gods sake, I made a fanfic about him that has over 100 parts.

There are only a few chapters left, and I don't know how I'm going to find the motivation to write and finish this story, because every time I remind myself I have to update, this feeling or weights in my stomach happens, and then I procrastinate and never post. That's how bad it is.

I'm sorry I haven't updated, I've been trying my best. School is going to start soon, and I won't be able to post on my SM fanfic all the time. I may start another fanfic, that I have to think about, but in the mean time, check out bossbrianna5 because once I get her coves done, she's going to start a Shawn mendes fanfic to it's called 'The Boy Who Changed It All' so if I got that wrong, it's 4 am here and I cannot sleep. But I love you guys, and I hope you have a good day!

Love.
Mia. YEET