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Mia's POV

We have to leave New Jersey today, because that's where most of my family is.

It's been hard the past couple of days, we sent my aunts body to New Jersey, now all we need to is get everything ready, and fly to NJ.

I sat down on the couch and sighed. It's been hectic lately, I can't really explain it. Tanner walked into the living room, once he saw me, we walked over to me "I was looking for you, I didn't see you in our room, neither Nevaeh's" "Sorry if I scared you" I said plainly "Hey, don't be like that, you know I hate it when you're sad" "Can you blame me?" "Of course not babe, but at least try and have a positive outlook on life. Let's see, well you'll get to see your family, you haven't seen them since our wedding, we get to bring Nevaeh, you'll be back home, where you were born, just please baby, for your sake, try and stay happy" I looked Tanner in the eyes. Tears welled up in my eyes, and I cleared my throat "I'll try, I promise" Tanner smiled, and gave me a hug "Remember, I'm always here if you need to talk" I nodded my head, and hugged Tanner back "When do we leave?" "In a week" Tanner nodded, and kissed my forehead "I love you so much" "I love you too"

The next day

Today I was leaving home to go to an award show. It was the MTV Music Awards, and Tanner, and Nevaeh are coming with me. I was a little hesitant at first with Nevaeh, but she's older and bigger now, so I think she'll be okay, and Tanner will be with her. The event is in Hollywood, a limo is coming to our house, Shawn will be in it too, and so will be Andrew. My dress was poofy, red, and gorgeous in my opinion.

I know it might seem a little too off the top, but I honestly couldn't get my eyes off it

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I know it might seem a little too off the top, but I honestly couldn't get my eyes off it. This is how I did my hair.

And my makeup

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And my makeup

Tanner was just wearing a regular black and white tux, and Nevaeh was wearing a cute little outfit

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Tanner was just wearing a regular black and white tux, and Nevaeh was wearing a cute little outfit.

Once everything was done, and the limo was here, I grabbed my phone and purse, while Tanner got Nevaeh's diaper bag. We walked out the door, and into the limo, I had to be very careful, and not step on my dress. A man in a tux opened the door for me, and I careful slid in. Once I got in, I looked at Shawn and Andrew, and they were looking at my dress stunned "Wow, that's an amazing dress Mia" Shawn said while smiling. I smiled back, and said "Thanks"

We finally got to the event, and Tanner is backstage with Nevaeh, while I was in the red carpet, taking pictures, and doing interviews "Hello viewers, its Gracie here, and today we have an amazing pop singer here with us, so ladies and gentlemen clap your hands together for Mia Fox!" I looked at the camera and waved "Hello people of the Internet!" The interviewer laughed, and started talking "So Mia, this is your second time at an event am I right?" "Correct" "Now how do you feel now, then from how you were your first time?" "Honestly I feel so much better. And when I went to the Grammy's there was things going on at home, and I wasn't really myself, but everything's been good, and I'm really excited to be here" I smiled "Amazing. So, can you tell us what categories you were nominated for?" "Um, best female, best female artist, best music video, and kindest female artist" "Do you think you have a shot at winning any?" I thought about it for a second "Um, I'm really not sure, I hope that I can at least come home with one award, just to feel proud, but if that doesn't happen, well then I'll be okay, it ain't the end of the world. I mean I'm going up against a lot of amazing people, so we'll see what happens" The interviewer smiled, and looked at the camera "Now I think you should definitely win Kindest Female Artist. Also we have some very exciting news, we all heard, and saw that you have a newborn baby at home" I smiled at the thought of my baby girl "Yes I do" "That's amazing, tell us about her" "Well, her name is Nevaeh Grace, and she was born September 29th, and it was funny because I went into labor at my best friends wedding, but I didn't have her until the next morning" "Now that's amazing. Well Mia, it was amazing talking to you, good luck on everything" "Thank you so much, hope you have a good day" I waved to the camera, and walked away. I feel good!

Me and Shawn are performing together. We're singing one my favorite songs by him, which is Roses. He's going to be playing the piano, while I sit on the piano, and sing with him. Still to this day I get nervous before I go on stage, but I don't think that'll ever stop "Please welcome, Shawn Mendes, and Mia Fox, performing Roses!" Everyone cheered and clapped, and me and Shawn walked onto the stage. Once we got to the piano, Shawn helped me up, then sat down on the piano bench. Once I heard those first keys, I instantly remembered every lyric of the song, it's amazing.

It's not that I'm afraid I'm not enough for her
It's not that I can't find the words to say
But when she's with him, she seems happier
And I don't want to take that away

How many times can I see your face?
How many times will you walk away?
I just have to let you know

I'm not try'na start a fire, with this flame
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same
And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me If I'm wrong, and this is crazy
But I got you this rose
And I need to know
Will you let it die or let it grow?
Die or let it go?

It's not that I don't care about the love you have
It's not that I don't want to see you smile
But there's no way that he can feel the same
'Cause when I think of you my mind goes wild

How many times can I see your face?
How many times will you walk away?
I just have to let you know

I'm not try'na start a fire, with this flame
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same
And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me If I'm wrong, and this is crazy
But I got you this rose
And I need to know
Will you let it die or let it grow?

You can tell me to stop, if you already know
Though I'm not sure my heart can take it
But the look on your face says, don't let me go

I'm not try'na start a fire, with this flame
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same
And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me if I'm wrong, and this is crazy
But I got you this rose
And I need to know
Will you let it die or let it go?
I'm not tryna start a fire, with this flame (with this flame)
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same
And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me If I'm wrong, and this is crazy
But I got you this rose
And I need to know

I took a rose from off the piano, and sang the last sentence, while holding it out.

Will you let it die or let it grow?

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