'I Promise' {T.F. Fan Fiction} (COMPLETED) (EDITING)

Missing You

Before this chapter starts. I want to thank everyone who's been so nice and read my stories and leave nice comments. Those people are gigglebox01 Kawiibunny101 CharlottekR5 Thank you everyone who reads this! I barely been posting these for a week and it almost has 300 reads! Love y'all bye!

Mia's POV

Tanner is leaving today for his tour. We haven't spoken since he kissed me, which I still have no idea how to feel about it. Spring break had started two days ago and I have nothing to do but be depressed and cut. Actually I really don't want to cut, I'm starting to get Squamish about blood.

Right now I am on my bed trying to think of what video to make. I really want to get my feelings out, so I probably shouldn't use his name. I got off my bed and grabbed my camera, tripod, and light and put them all in place. I pressed the record button and said "Hello my beautiful peeps! It's Cutiepeeps here and today is not going to be like any other video I've made before. Recently I had broken up with my boyfriend who's name I will not say. But we broke up because we never really see each other, like what's the point of a relationship, if ya don't see each other! Anyway I'm making this video so I can vent all my anger and sadness out before I destroy my room, kill someone, or jump off a cliff. Okay so just picture all this in your minds, he was taking me out to dinner to celebrate me getting 100k subs on my channel. We ate at a restaurant then after he said he was taking me somewhere special. He put a blindfold over me so I couldn't see, and he took me to our special spot. We were friends when we were younger and my dog had brought me to this rock on the beach everyday so I declared it my spot. I brought him there and it was now our spot. Now back to present time. We sat on the rock and just sat there looking at the ocean and it was wonderful. But then he told me he was going on tour and that he wasn't going to be back until a few weeks later. I started to get sad and mad, and I said we should break up. He really didn't want to but what's the point. End of story, so right now I'm really angry and sad. No one really knows this but I used to cut and last night I did. I was staying at his place for a reason that I'll tell you all later but I got my stuff from his place and he helped me put it in my car. I was about to get into my car when he told me to wait. He said "I'm sorry it ended like this" he was starting to get teary eyed and so was I and I could not even talk but eventually I said I know. He started to walked away, until he said fuck it and ran back to me and kissed me. Now I have no idea how I should feel but I started to feel tears coming and I pulled away, and then he ran back into his house and I drove away. When I got to my house I ran upstairs, into my room, went into my suitcase and found the shirt he gave me and threw it into the fire place. I started to wreck my room but it's all cleaned now but, I'm just so angry and sad I have no idea what to do guys! I really don't. I started getting all these emotions and this weird feeling in my chest and I think I love him. I really don't know! Guys if you have any ideas to keep me sane please tell me. Thank you all for listening leave a like and subscribe if you want more of my videos and I'll talk to y'all later"

I finished editing when my phone buzzed. I checked to see it was from Tanner.

Tanner
Hey Mia, I know you really don't want to talk, or see me but before I leave can I please say goodbye to you. I need to tell you something. Btw even if you say no, I'll still come to your house.

I kinda smiled at the last part. I decided I was going to see him it's the least I can do. My video uploaded while I was getting ready. I just put on shorts and a black tank top saying I hate Mondays. Which is actually very true. I got into my car and drove to his house, I was kinda nervous of what he had to say.

When I finally got there I saw Tanner coming out of his house and putting things into his car. I parked my car and walked to him "Hey" I said, he looked up and said "Hi" "So you're leaving soon" "Yeah. Can I ask you a tiny favor even though I don't deserve your help" "Sure" "Can you come with me to the airport, and drive my car back here?" "You trust me with your baby!" "Why wouldn't I?" "Yeah sure" He grew a smile on my face and said "Come on let's go" I got into his car and we drove to the airport.

Once we got there I helped him with his stuff "Hey I saw your video you posted" I froze, oh god he probably hates me for making it "Do you want me to take it down. Because I can if you hate me for it" "No no. That's not what I was saying" "Oh" "I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for kissing you, it was totally uncalled for" "It's okay" "I need you to promise me something" I nodded "Don't cut yourself while I'm gone. When I'm back I'll talk to you" "Tanner I honestly don't know if I could keep that promise" "Yes you can. Look at me" I looked into his eyes "You can do it. You can stop cutting while I'm gone. Just please stop hurting yourself. I can't stand the thought of you hurting yourself while I'm not here" I thought about it for a bit. He really does care about me "Okay" He pulled me into a hug. We started there until he flight was called "Don't forget our promise!" He yelled back at me.

"Don't worry. I promise!"