Why She Stayed (xxxtentacion)

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"Rob? Stone?" The name felt odd as it left my lips, his hold on my elbow tightened and I felt him lean into me all of a sudden. 

"You can call me whatever you want." He pulls back winking at me. 

I watch him confused by his actions. 

"Hey." Scar pressed a hand to my back. "You can let go of her now." His tone was demanding and threatening at the same time. 

Rob turns his head to the side cocking his brows as he observed Scar. I felt a chill run down my spine and that's when I started to pull away from him. He shook his head at me, pulling me into his chest he wraps his arms around me. "I'ma borrow her for a minute." He tells Scar. 

Scar reaches for me and that's when the group behind Rob stood in his way blocking his path as I was lead away from the dance floor and to a more secluded area in the club. He dropped his hands from me when we reached the VIP section. 

My head was spinning and I use the arm stool from the chair to steady myself as I looked up at Rob. He closed the curtains and stood watching me from head to toe. His eyes full of lust and a mixture of hate?

"I'm a friend of X, you know." He paused. "I fuck with him." 

I keep silent. "You've been the talk for some time now. I wanted to see what everyone was talking about." 

I squint my eyes a few times as I press my other hand to my forehead, the room around me was spinning and I could barely make out what he was saying. "The name's Flor right?" 

It sounds like he's getting closer by the sound of his voice and when I feel a hand run down my cheek all suspicions are confirmed. "X is dumb to throw you away. Your fine as fuck." His hand lowers down my chest and I flinch. 

"No." I mutter stepping back but I end up falling to the ground. 

He managed to catch my hand but I'd already fallen. "What's special about you?" He asks me. "Tell me you a groupie? A hoe? Why the fuck are you the only thing that can hurt him?"

He cups my chin with his hand forcing me to look him in the eyes. "You changed him. He used to be a pussy ass bitch but now he thinks he's all hard." I heard him laugh. He's staring at my lips, licking his own as he watches mine. 

I pull back but his grip on my chin tightens and I groan out of pain. "I'll be coming for him." Rob says. "You should warn him, I'm coming for him." 

He brushes a thumb along my lips raising his fingers to his mouth he sucks on them. "This ain't a place for you." Rob mutters with a shake of his head. "Next time I see you around. I ain't holding back." 

He watches me for a few seconds longer before turning around and heading out, throwing the curtains open and inside Scar stumbles in, scooping me in his arms. "Are you okay?" He asks me. 

I was in a daze from all that was happening but once I realized that I was in safe arms, I lowered my guard. Gripping the collar of his shirt I pressed my head to his chest and shut my eyes. "Don't leave me Scar." I whisper against him. 

I was trembling against him as he held me. "I won't." He says. 

He stands from the ground lifting me up in his arms. My grip on his shirt loosens so I throw my hand over his neck and look up into his eyes, he was looking ahead. Staring right at the stage where I could hear a familiar voice singing. 

My chest throbbed but I refused to look at the stage to where he was performing and instead i kept my eyes shut. 

I needed to forget. 

I was going to forget. 

I was going to try my hardest from here on out to fall out of love and fall  deeply and madly in love with someone else. It was the only way I was going to survive this heart ache. 

And the further away from X we get the more it hurts. 

Inside and out.