Book One.
Somehow, someway everyone is connected together. Your dealing with love, drama, reality, and plenty of different, massive mindsets. August, Ron, Bandzey, Moni, etc have many "demons" and "angels" that surround them on a daily basis. Ever...
Is it bad luck to have Christmas on Christmas Eve instead of the actual day? I was just curious because that's what our family is doing . Everybody isn't going to be in town on Christmas day , so we got to do it one way or no way . I don't know even if we didn't have a Christmas I'll still be happy because everybody's opinion on Aug coming back with me to Atlanta was a yes . Even August said yes . He thought that he had forgot he said yes or something , but I never really even asked him I just was gone make him. I think it's a good idea for me to help him , he has helped me I just want to do the same. I want to be there for him how we promised. I don't think he even remembers are promises to one another , but they will come back sooner than later.
Sneak and Teke said Aug doesn't need to know the wrong he has done or mistakes whatever you want to call it . I partially agree because it's not necessary because it's already done , but at the same time it is his truth . August is a very honest man so yeah , I wouldn't want to take that from him. I won't be sharing any bad memories anyway , I don't even know half of his past to be telling anything . I'll just let it come back naturally .
I'm leaving on Christmas day in the morning with Aug . We are currently packing right now. We got our hygiene together and stuff , but we haven't ate yet . I'm not hungry and he claimed he wasn't either so we just gone do this until we do get hungry . I'm still going late Christmas shopping with Bandzey today it's bound to happen . August and I are probably going to get some breakfast then I'll go out to buy gifts with my cuddy. I been stacking up with checks I get from my daddy and the check from my job.
"Carebear did I know what love was?"
His question caught me off guard.
"Love?"
"Yea love"
"What you mean? Why you asking that?"
"Well , I want to know if I ever said I love you and meant it about you"
"Yeah we said it to one another , I would hope you meant it shit"
"So we were serious huh?"
"We can talk about us another time, let's finish this"
"Okay"
He started putting some more clothes in suit cases.This topic been getting me in my feelings a little bit lately. It's just I had it in my head that when August finally got out he wouldn't break his promise and forget about me and we would be together without any restrictions. He's out and we still have restrictions and he doesn't know his promise . He kind of broke it unintentionally though . I know his condition is minor , but I just want everything to be the same and things can move forward for the better . I know I'm gone have August as mine , if he still feels the way I do. That's my only fear when dealing with "us".
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* * * Bandzey Pov
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