Rememberance Love

Part Two Of 48

Moments later...

August

I'm on my way to the meeting that was assembled with my manager Russ and some other person. He is from a label , Russ didn't want to tell me who though. I know this meeting has to do with some type of deal. When I was out in Compton shooting the movie that is dropping in a few months. I also made a few songs. I posted two on a YouTube channel I made. I guess one of them got some juice from whatever label that I'm about to meet with. I'm kind of nervous because I'm not so sure of this music thing. I'm just a nigga going with the flow. Well at least for this part of my life. When I say that , I mean my love life. Moni and I had sex right? She gave me head right? Both that shit was bomb as hell ya ' heard me. It was so bomb that a nigga like me fucked up and nutted. Nah, I ain't just nut. I was all in her guts ya' heard me and I did it right inside of her. Man I don't even think she know. She was to wrapped up in her little sensation I had her in. Plus, she was a virgin she probably don't even know what be going on , except for that fact that I was rocking her boat. Man, I'm 18 dawg . She 18 dawg. My life just starting to take off ya' heard me. She getting in to the shit she want to do in life. I don't want to fuck nothing up for us. We young , we ain't even baybeh ready. At least ya boy ain't Bah'Lee that. I ain't said shit to her about me nutting. I told her I was gone pull out , for all I know that's what she think I did. Man I hope she don't get pregnant , can't that be true? I'm gone go home today. I mean I've been at home,but I would come in at late hours while she was sleep or about to be sleep. I know she worried about me. Ain't no telling what she thinking. I ain't gone say shit, but I'm gone just be there you dig.

I arrived at the building that I was told by Russ to meet him at. I payed the Uber driver and got out. It was raining and shit , so I had to hurry up. I wasn't trying to smell like no big ass hound dog ya heard me. I opened the door for myself and there was a desk with a white lady standing behind it with glasses. I walked right up to her.

"Mis lady , I'm looking for Russ?"

"Your August?"

"Yeah that's me"

"Room 227"

"227?"

"Yes , down the hall and make two rights"

"Okay thank you"

She smiled and I went about my way. I followed her exact directions. I was not trying to be lost in this building or late for this meeting. When I got to the door , I didn't know if I should knock or not. I just went ahead and took my chances and walked in. I seen Russ and some other unfamiliar white dude sitting in chairs around a medium sized brown wood table.

"Wassup Russ"

Both of the men turned around facing me now.

"Hey Aug , this is Moore and Moore this August"

I stuck my hand out and shook his and took a seat making sure to shit the door. Turns out this Moore dude is from Def Jam Recordings. Wow , can I say it again.

Def Jam Recordings...

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Dezzy

"It took forever to find this damn apartment!"

"I bet , sit down"

"You don't sound to happy"

I had just made it to Bandzey crib. It was nice as fuck. I never been here before and this the first time I heard from her since the grocery store. I'm really confused on what she could want , but I ain't complaining. My girl was about me leaving , but oh well. I'll be in time for dinner she better shut that shit up.

"I don't know how to feel"

"Well wassgood with you? How can I help?"

She bit her lip and sat up straight in her loveseat.

"Dezzy ... How are you the father of my baby?"

Say what now?

"Huh?"

"How are you the father of my baby? How isn't Ron the father, but you are? Why does the paternity test prove it?"

She whipped out some papers and handed them to me. It said Ron wasn't the daddy , and I know Bandzey don't get around like that , so damn. Pre - cum actually do work huh?

"Uh ..."

I scratched my the back of my head.

"I let off a little bit of pre cum in you but -"

"Yo! What! Why you ain't say nothing Dezzy?! Whyyyyyyy!"

She shook her head in her hands. It's that bad like damn?

"Man I ain't know that shit can get you pregnant. That's embarrassing to be like oh yeah I cummed inside you before I even started to stroke just to let you know... Like hell no that's mad dead"

"Man yo pride wouldn't let you tell me that you could be the fucking daddy! You are the daddy man! I could've sworn up and down that Ron was this is bullshit! Dezzy this is your fault!"

"My fault?! Shouldn't of been stepping out on the nigga. Yo "nigga" at that. Obviously it ain't my fault , I wasn't tide to nobody. I ain't bugging about having no kid by you either so I'm cool"

"You cool? Man this is a big deal! You have a kid about to be in the world! I'm 5 months pregnant with a girl and Ron thought he was the daddy the whole time. Shit I thought he was too"

She was dropping tears.

"Well y'all was playing house. What do you want me to say? The baby mine, I'll take care of her. That's it. Get over it ain't nothing you can do"

"Get out!"

"Why? Cause you cheated?"
"Get out!"

"Yo Best friend chill"

"You ain't my damn Bestfriend GET OUT!"

wow ... Fr?

"I'm gone pray to God that what just came out yo mouth ain't really what just came out yo mouth"

She had gritted teeth now.

"Get out please..."

I got up and kissed her forehead as she cried. I never heard her say that shit to me. I ain't even do shit to Bandzey ass. This pregnant mood shit ain't gone fly. How am I even gone tell my girl Bri about this? Before I walked out, I just had to tell Bands wassup.

"Oh yeah that baby ain't gone be named Nina nomore. That shit dead right now"

She screamed and through a pillow. Shit I was out the door by now. I don't do that screaming shit. Hell nah.