Bill Skarsgård • Roman Godfrey Imagines

Keep you safe-Merkel

Hi! I'm very excited to be writing about bill's character in Atomic blonde, I have been wanting to write about merkel but I have just gotten around to watching the movie, so forgive me if things aren't completely accurate, I'm trying to write based off of the info I got from the film. Hope you all enjoy💕

"The fact that you even did that, the fact that you tried to do my work with them makes me so angry you have no idea." Merkel said, looking out of the window on the large steel doors and then back to you with a clenched jaw.

"I just wanted to help, I knew you couldn't do it all and I wanted to make sure you- I wanted to make sure you would be ok." You said, feeling a lump in your throat.

You and Merkel met two years ago at a club downtown, he was bar tending and you both realized soon that you had an instant connection. When people he associated with realized you were a photographer, they instantly wanted to sign you up to be his partner. Merkel did not approve of that, because of how dangerous what he did was. There was always a risk, even if what he did seemed harmless.

You had decided to work with people from the west side of Berlin, and to put it simply, the people you worked with weren't good. Merkel had refused to work with them before because they only brought trouble, and they had it out for him.

So you decided to create the fake passports for them and make sure his slate was wiped clean, so no one would be after him. That only made him angrier, because he knew how risky it was.

He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. "If anything would have happened to you I never would have forgiven myself. I didn't want you to be here in the first place because it was dangerous, and then you did the one thing, the one fucking thing you were specifically told not to do!" He yelled, his chest heaving up and down, high cheeks rosy.

"If you didn't want me here, then I'll leave, if that's how you really feel." You said, fighting back the tears that stung the back of your throat. His expression softened, but still stayed firm as his tall figure walked closer.

"That's not what I meant, I want you here but- I don't want you getting involved with what happens here. You really don't have any idea how important you are to me do you?" He said, looking down at you with a solemn expression.

You looked up, meeting is bright green eyes. "And you have no idea how important you are to me, do you?" You began. His eyebrows furrowed a bit. "Why do you think I did it Merkel? I did it because the thought of getting hurt or worse- killed, makes me feel like I can't breath." You admitted, feeling your heart hammer in your chest.

The truth was, you liked Merkel, no, you loved him. He was honest and brave and cared about the people close to him more than anything. He was one of the most intricate and beautiful people you'd ever met. Little did you know, he felt the same way about you.

He blinked a few times, taking in your words. He felt his heart swell in his chest, a feeling he'd never gotten before. "I just don't know what I'd do without you. I love you, y/n, That's why I'm so angry. I can't lose you." He said, tears forming in his eyes.

You reached up, softly stroking his high cheekbones with the pad of your thumb. "I love you too Merkel. You won't lose me." You said almost breathlessly. It was like time stopped for a moment, as one of his large hands moved slightly behind your neck and the other cupped your cheek as he leaned down, pressing his plump pink lips to yours.

You felt something move through you, an intoxicatingly sweet energy. His lips moved with yours like they were meant to be there. It was hard to comprehend that this gorgeous man was actually kissing you, but it didn't fully register until he broke apart. He softly moved a stand of hair out from in front of your face, looking down at you.

"Stay with me, please. That's the only way I can keep you safe, it's the only way I'll know for sure that you're ok." He said, running his long fingers through your hair. You smiled, feeling butterflies in your stomach as if you were in elementary school again, crushing on a boy in your class, except it was much more than that. It was unbridled.

"Ok, I'll stay with you." You said. A warm smile grew across his smooth face, and he leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to your nose. "Thankyou, and please, promise me you won't do something like that again." He said softly, grabbing your hands in his rough and much larger ones.

"Ok, I promise." You said, looking up at his worried face. You saw relief flash across his features and he let out a breath. "Thankyou. Come here." He said with a smile, opening his lengthy arms out.

You happily moved into them, as they wrapped around you and held you close to his chest. You could hear the sound of his heartbeat and realized you had never felt more loved, or safe somewhere like you felt in his arms. It's where you were meant to be, and both of your hearts felt happier than they'd ever felt, because you were both finally with the people you loved, Each other.

Hi! I hope you all liked this, I'm definitely gonna be doing more Merkel imagines. I hope that's ok! Love you all, thanks for sticking around❤️-xx