"Bedroom," Josh said sternly. "Now."
Tyler simply nodded, getting up and following his boyfriend to the bedroom in Josh's apartment. But, when he got there he stood in the doorway.
"H-Hey, Josh?" He said quietly.
"What?" Josh asked. He sounded annoyed.
"I-I thought m-maybe we could g-go on a date tonight," Tyler said. "W-we can have sex after."
"Why the hell would we go out, where we can't have sex, instead of just staying here and fucking?" Josh asked.
Tyler shrugged. "I-i dunno. I just thought maybe w-"
"Get on the bed. Clothes off," Josh interrupted.
"W-what?"
"You heard me."
"I-I don't really want to have sex right now," Tyler said. "I-if that's ok."
"Get on the fucking bed, Tyler," Josh said angrily.
"I-I really don't want to right now," Tyler said. "Can we please go out on a date sometime?"
"You're such a fucking prude, Tyler," Josh snapped. "Do you ever think maybe that's why nobody likes you? Because you don't want to do things normal people do?"
"N-normal people g-go on dates w-when they're dating," Tyler said, obviously hurt by josh's words. "I-i though you liked me..."
Josh ignored what his boyfriend said. "You never want to fuck, you're annoying as hell trying to hold my hand all the time, you're so fucking dependent on me..."
"Maybe I don't want to have sex because I'm not ready," Tyler said, tears in his eyes. "But I still do it with you 9/10 of the times you ask. Just to make you happy. I always wanted to wait until I got married to have sex, b-but you made me feel like if I didn't have sex with you, you wouldn't like me anymore. But based off of what you said earlier, I-I guess you never liked me. Nobody does."
Tyler was disowned by his family when he came out, he didn't have any friends, and he felt like Josh was the only person in the world who cared about him.
But now, that was all crashing and burning.
"Because you're so fucking annoying!" Josh exclaimed. "You always are trying to hold my hand and you make me look at you when we're talking! It's all annoying as fuck! Everything about you is annoying, Tyler! You'd be better off dead!"
By this time, Tyler was sobbing.
He just was trying to be a good boyfriend.
And he was. He was an incredible boyfriend.
But josh wasn't.
Josh didn't let Tyler ever show any affection in public, he always demanded Tyler have sex with him, he never asked Tyler out on a date and always declined when Tyler would ask him.
And now, he was hurting his boyfriend who was already so incredibly weak.
Tyler continued to cry as he grabbed his wallet and keys, going out to his car and driving to his own apartment.
He climbed into his bed, sobbing harder than ever before.
The one person he thought loved him, didn't.
"You're so fucking worthless, Tyler," he told himself. "You'd be better off dead."
***
It was two weeks later, and Tyler was doing horribly.
