Behind Curtains | Jikook |

Chapter 53: Sacrifice

              "You want me to give up my chance at getting a big role just because of you? Jungkook, I finally have a shot at this.. Why can't yo-"

             "Ah, I'm just saying, I can take this role off your hands... Only if you want to give it up. You know... Yoongi wouldn't like seeing you go off with another and Jimin... He isn't very stable on erotic films. Infact, I dont think he ever trained for that."

           "You didn't train him to handle it?"

             "Well, I did.. But I don't think he's use to others doing that to him." Jungkook added. "So he's basically not use to others. Just me."

          "Give up my role to you.. Why didn't I see this coming? Ah, I'll think about it.." Taehyung sighed as Jungkook smiled and patted the Beta's shoulder. "I guess.. I can find another role out there better than this one.."

           "If you give me your role. I'll find you a better one. Action movies?" Jungkook asked as Taehyung let out a chuckle. "That's if you want to give that role up to me..." Jungkook said as he sat down on the kitchen chair. "And just to let you know, if you end up keeping the role and kiss Jimin, I'll hurt you." Jungkook growled as Taehyung folded his arms.

         "Why are you constantly doing this? You say you don't love Jimin, yet you want him in your life.. Yet again, You NEVER want to mark him. Imagine if he see's you play the role of Rujiko? You're sending him mixed signals." Taehyung stated as Jungkook tilted his head.

         "I'm only looking out for him. Even he said he'll wait until I fall in love with him. I'm just not ready for commitment. Until then, I'm watching over him... Making sure he doesn't end up with someone else. It's this feeling I get with him. But I just don't want to accept him just yet... It's not torture or anything. I'm just very insecure on my feelings. You won't understand. My world is very different from yours." Jungkook claimed. "I just don't want him jealous if I go out and kiss another in a movie and he should be that way aswell. It's not fair to me.... Someone who is trying to find love in him."

           "Jungkook... Did you even tell him this role bothered you?"

            "I told him in a way he can understand. I told him if he leaves everyday, there's no way I can find love in him. Don't you even dare tell me to mark him! That is only for couples who found their stable, special someone and trusts the other on things.. Never lie to the other at all." Jungkook said as Taehyung tilted his head.

          "But Jimin wouldn't ever lie to you...."

          "He did.. When I told him to throw that script away, he didn't and ran home with it while I slept. I can't express how angry that makes me feel." Jungkook added as he tapped his hands onto the table. "If you give me that role, I won't tell him and he'll have to see on that day I come to the set." Jungkook stated as Taehyung nodded.

            "Fine... I'll give you my script. Only because I value my relationship with Yoongi..." Taehyung stated as he held out his hand to the Alpha. "Deal..."

            "Thank you." Jungkook smirked as he shook hands with the Beta. "I'll find you a new role just to thank you." Jungkook added as Taehyung nodded slightly and walked off. "Be sure you leave me that script!" Jungkook said as Taehyung walked to his room.

                Meanwhile, Jimin was reading over the script in his room. Pacing around as he heard a knock at his door. Suddenly the door opened and Yoongi walked in to see his best friend he hasn't seen in a long time.

           "Woah, I never thought you'd be in here! What happened to you and Jungkook? Shouldn't you be in his house right now?" Yoongi asked.

           "I... I wanted to practice my new script. I got a new role for a movie!" Jimin giggled as Yoongi smiled and walked up the the younger. "Want to see it?"

             Yoongi nodded as Jimin handed the script of 'Rujiko' To the Alpha. "Jimin... Jungkook's name is here."

           "His Manager gave me the role since he didn't want it. Now I'll be acting with whoever will play the role of Rujiko." Jimin giggled as Yoongi felt his heart break. This is what he feared, Taehyung was going to act with Jimin in an erotic movie. Of course it was just acting but Yoongi absolutely hated thinking Taehyung was going to kiss someone else other than him. He loved the Beta and was pretty sure Taehyung felt the same way towards him. "Who do you think Rujiko will be played as? I hope it's someone who feels comfortable with doing all of this... I just hope Jungkook wouldn't get jealous." Jimin giggled as Yoongi read over the script.

            "Wow... There's even indicated positions for this.." Yoongi said almost wanting to tear up.

             "It's so weird!" Jimin giggled. "I guess I'll have to walk in there until next week. I've heard we will shoot the sex scene first to get that uncomfortable thing out of the way." Jimin said as he turned his head to Yoongi. "Do you want to join me on set? Jungkook said he doesn't want to join me.. So will you?"

           "I just remembered... I'll be busy next week." Yoongi said as he handed the script back to Jimin. "Good luck on that..." Yoongi replied, not being able to look his best friend in the eyes as he left the room.

            Jimin watched Yoongi leave and couldn't help but to wonder what that was all about. "No one is going to support me? How bad is erotic movies? Ugh... I guess I'm going on my own. Since it's next week... I hope Jungkook won't mind if I stop going to his house... I need all the practice I can get to be good at this." Jimin said to himself as he flipped the page all the way to the sex scene script.

            "I just hope I can handle someone else instead of Jungkook. I'm so use to him when he touches me even if it's not real." Jimin sighed as he read the difficult parts of the scene he would have to go through. "Kissing somone else and allowing them to see all of me. Ah, I just wish Jungkook won't hate me..."