You heard the front door slam shut and you stood up from the sofa to greet your boyfriend in the hallway. Before you could get to the door to the front room it flew open revealing Brad fiercely gripping the door handle. This was strange for Brad, you'd never seen him angry in all the 3 years that you had been together. You thought that he was probably just stressed or an interviewer had been rude or something. You took a step forward to take off his jacket and kiss him hello but instead he took a step back from you. "Brad? What's the matter?" you had to ask him because maybe you could help him solve the problem.
"Don't act like you dont know Amy" he snapped.
"Brad, I'm not acting. I really don't know what's wrong with you" you spoke calmly so you didn't make him even more angry.
"Okay then, if you're going to keep up this whole innocent act of 'Oh my Bradley, my love I really dont know why you're so upset' then you have serious mental issues" he shouted.
That was the last straw. You had done nothing wrong and he came home all angry from whatever it was that made him angry, took it out on you and now was starting to be incredibly nasty.
"You know what Bradley, I've been nothing but supportive, understanding and loving to you. Everything you do to help your career I support you 100% no matter what it might be that you need to do. Whenever you're on tour for months after months I'm always there waiting patiently for you to come back. Do you seriously think I like not being able to see you for months? Do you think I like being left alone here while you travel the world, having the time of your life? Do you think I like being sent essays of hate from your fans? Do you think I like always coming second to your music? Do you think I like being treated like this by you for no good reason?" You screamed in his face as he became even more angry.
"Amy I can't believe how selfish you're being right now. Before I even asked you to be my girlfriend I told you what it would be like and you said you understood and now you're throwing it right back in my face!" he shouted.
This was getting stupid now, it was a pointless fight that started for a pointless reason and it was going nowhere.
"How dare you call me selfish Bradley. Clearly you dont know me that well if there's even the smallest part of you that thinks that's true. Well you're never with me anyway so you definately don't know me that well." you said the last part quietly.
"Amy you know I can't help that I'm not here that often. Why are you being such a bitch? In fact I dont even care, just leave me alone and talk to me when you've learnt not to be such a selfish, stuck up, little bitch" he finished, sitting on the sofa and turning on the tv.
You left the room in floods of tears. You weren't even angry anymore, you were just upset. You slowly walked up the stairs and into yours and Brads bedroom. You sat on the bed and just cried.
Why doesn't he love me anymore? What did I do to deserve this? Why did I say those things? I should just do him a favour and leave. I was always just a burden to him. I was always holding him back.
You pulled your suitcase out from under the bed and packed everything into it. You made sure you were as fast and quiet as you possibly could be so that he didn't hear you and realise what you were doing. Not that he would try and stop you. He would probably help you pack and hold the front door open for you. You did think that you should probably leave him a note though, just in case he did care even just a little bit.
You found some paper and a pen in your suitcase and explained everything.
Brad,
This is the most difficult and heartbreaking decision I've ever had to make in my life. Yes, I do regret everything that I said earlier and I'm sorry for saying all of the things that I did and I know that I willl regret them for the rest of my life. I know that I was always a burden to you and I was always holding you back so for that reason I've decided that for once in my life I shouldn't be a selfish bitch and it would be best if I left. I wish you all of the success in the world because you deserve only good things to happen to you. You made me the happeist I've ever been in a long time and I hope that one day I can again find somebody that made me as happy as you did. I will always love you Bradley Will SImpson but judging from what was said earlier you have made it clear that unfortunately you no longer love me like you did before. So I guess that this is goodbye.
Love you forever,
Amy x
With tears streaming down your face you left the note on his pillow with your key on the top of it. You put on your coat. grabbed your bag and walked through the front door, never to return again.
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It has been 6 months since you last saw or spoke to Brad. After you left you deleted his number from your phone and went to live with your mum again. Of course you thought about him everyday. Nobody could ever replace him, no matter how hard you tried to move on you kept comparing everybody to him. You still loved him of course but like you said in thenote he made it very clear that maybe he didn't love you like he used to.
There was a knock on your bedroom door as it was being pushed open. It was your mum coming ot check on you for the 50th time in the past hour. She lifted your bed covers off of your body and laid beside you. She gently stroked your hair as you cried into her shoulder. Yes it had been a while but you really thought he was the one. Once you had stopped crying she ordered you to get out of bed, have a shower and get ready to go out. You decided it was best not to argue because she could be very stubborn at times and you could tell that this time in paticular, she was not going ot take no for an answer.
You did as you were told and when you were ready you made your way downstairs to greet your mum. Without speaking she grabbed you by the wrist and pulled you behind her, out of the door and into the car. "Mum, where are you taking me?" you asked her.
"I'm taking you shopping, all you've done for the past 6 months is lay in bed refusing to move so I'm doing this to take your mind off of you know what" she smiled. You really did have the best mum.
Throughout the day she took yo uto all of your favourite shops and bought you everything you liked. You both wanted to go to different shops last so your mum decided that it would be best to split up and meet outside Starbucks when you had finished. She gave you some money and you both went your seperate ways. Just as you were turning ht ecorner to go into Topshop you saw the one person that you didn't want or expect to see. Brad. Frantically, you looked for somewhere to escape to before he could see you but it was too late he had seen you and he was running towards you.
"Amy, please don't walk away from me, please look at me!" he begged as he saw that you refused to make eye contact with him.
"What do you want Brad?" you sighed.
"You, Amy I want you back. Listen, what I said and did was pathetic. I dont know why I took my anger out on you at all and what you said was right, you didn't deserve to be treated the way i treated you at all and I was an idiot to let you just leave like that. When I read that note it honestly broke my heart. I can't believe that I ignored and neglected you that much that you left and gave up on us." he cried. This was really embarrasing, you were both crying in a public place.
"Brad, people are staring" you whispered.
"Amy, I honestly don't care. Let them stare I want everybody to know that I still love you, that I never stopped loving you and that I want you back in my life. This is the first time I've been out of bed in 6 months and its only because the boys dragged me here. I can't function without you, please take me back" you couldn't be strong anymore you hugged him so tight and cried.
You both pulled away and wiped your tears away. "So will you give me a second chance? Because without you, I'm really not fine at all" he told you holding you so tight like he was afraid that you would run away again.
"Brad, of course I'll give you a second chance. I haven't been the same without you, I've missed you so much." you smiled as he kissed you passionately forgetting that there were people around you.
Eventually you pulled away and he whispered "I'm never letting you go ever again"
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A/N- Thank you for requesting, I really hope you like it.
Okay, so in 6 days I'm going on a school trip to Poland and I really need lots of new music for the flight there and back so here is a rather important qotd coming up.
QOTD: What is your favourite song right now?
The reason I'm asking is because I'll download the song onto my phone so if you suggest a song I'll be incredibly greatful
