Never Heard

12.

24th November 2017

You know that moment when you're a girl and you have a sister and she takes her sweet ass time doing her make up and you have to wait for your turn and when it is then she starts whining that you should hurry up because you have to leave soon? Yeah, it happens to me all the time.

"Hurry up for gods sake!" Yelled Emily, I was literally about to slap the hell out of her. I hate when she does that and it happens every time. First of all! I didn't even want to go to the park meet with our "new friends" I wanted to stay home, just chill by myself but NO! I forgot nobody cares about what I feel or think so I had to go.

I finished applying my makeup and we left to the park. To be completely honest with you I wasn't excited at all. I felt like the whole weight of the world was on my shoulders. It was slowly crushing me. I guess I'm just too nice and I hate letting people down.

Emily and I reached the park and she immediately called Bruce to ask where they were. We followed the directions and met with the huge group, guys mostly. I recognized a few faces from before and some were completely new to me. For example there was this one guy that looked like he was high all the time and trust me he wasn't! I've never seen a person that was smiling and being positive all the time, even though he kept on getting bullied by the other members of the group.

He was quite chubby, his skin was a light shade of brown and his hair was a color of charcoal. The boy wore an oversized red adidas hoodie together with maroon and black shorts. He looked ridiculous but also like the type of person that would move heaven and hell for you.

I was too shy to introduce myself first so I just waited for him to come to us besides, I already knew his name since they kept on calling him out. 'Lee' was his name, it was actually quite funny to see him getting teased by everyone else especially when he kept on jumping around screaming, "Damn man! I'm going home!"

All of us sat in a huge circle, waiting for more people to come. I was shocked once I saw Alex walk up to us.

Long story short: I heard that Alex said some shit about my sister how much he wants to fuck her and all that sort of crap and it wasn't pretty cool. Emily and I didn't really like him because of that.

Alex was an average height dude with long really curly hair, almost an afro. He wasn't really muscular but he did seem scary, like the typical jock kind of guy, the ones that would start a fight for no reason. You could see all of that in his hazel eyes and a deadly smile.

He sat down next to Bruce and looked at Emily and me. "NO WAY! Hi guys!" He exclaimed while standing up once again and approaching the two of us. He happily shook our hands and began asking stupid questions like 'Do we live here? Or how old are we and blah blah blah'

I felt the time pass quicker the longer we sat there. More people came, even Jay showed up which was pretty surprising to me.

The small circle that we sat in shortly became huge. Suddenly, this one really massive guy that reminded me of a wild animal stood up and began yelling some weird words that nobody understood, or maybe they did and I'm just stupid. I was sitting quietly for the entire time just observing everyone around me and glancing at Jay from time to time. He also seemed alone since he didn't really talk to anyone even though he knew all of them. I was going to talk to him but my thoughts stopped me.

The big guy said we should start playing 'Never have I ever' all of them agreed but to be honest with you I didn't want to play. All these people looked like they have been through a lot of things and they did a lot of things, who was I compared to them? Another introverted depressed girl, who had never done anything because she's a pussy. I looked down at my shoes and began ripping the grass from the ground. Not for long though, Emily shook my shoulder and I looked at her. She pointed at the big guy so I turned my head to look at him. "What is your name?" He Asked, his voice was so deep that I felt it pierce through my body, for a split second I didn't know what to say so I just continued to look at him.