Never Heard

28.

11th February 2018

I feel like my life is getting better, each day I feel happier and healthier. Everyone has been taking great care of me after New Years and they made sure I was okay, because of that I felt loved and appreciated.

Today in the evening we met up at the park, the usual to be honest. We chilled there and recalled the concert. Suddenly Bruce got a call from Nikki and she told him that we should come to her place and drink since her parents were out of town and she was alone. As soon as we heard the word booze, the BoOzErZ assembled and ran to her place.

Alcoholics...

Surprisingly! Literally out of pure coincidence, it turned out that Nikki lives few houses away from me like 3 minuets walking if you had to check. I fucking love living in this place, everybody is so close to each other.

We walked up to her house and she happily opened the door and welcomed us inside. The outside of the house appeared petite but the indoor was like a castle. I felt like I was in a Harry Potter movie. We went out to her garden and we already saw one bottle there. The drill was the same as always. Cups, vodka, coke or sprite and cigarettes. Simple as that.

I chilled with them for around 20 minuets since I had to go back home and walk my dog, that fucking spawn of Satan. It was a quick walk tho, Emily and I switch with the walks, once her once me and trust me it's a mess cause I always have to walk him at 9:30 pm and we're usually out at this time. So I have to leave everybody and the fun just so my dog can take a piss...

As I was walking back I heard a honk and I turned around. I saw Greg and Alex in the car and they told me to get in. I didn't though, I did the exact opposite or not even opposite but something definitely stupid. If my mom saw that she would disown me. So I basically sat on the trunk of the car and held onto this thing that was sticking out of the roof. "Are you fucking crazy?! Get down you're gonna die and go to hell!" Yelled Alex, Greg just laughed and clapped his hands, "Yeah Lou! Do crazy stuff! Own that shit gurl!" He said and began driving.
"Alex we're already in hell! I intend to look like I'm enjoying it!" I added and cheered loudly as the car moved.

Thank god our neighborhood was always empty and silent so there was no way someone would complain about it. It was risky but amazing!

The three of us got back to Nikki's place, apparently Greg and Alex went to buy snacks and grabbed me on their way back. We returned just to see that those drunkies finished the 1 liter of vodka that we had and they ordered a new one.

WE.WERE.GONE.FOR.TWENTY.MINUTES!

At that point I didn't even want to get drunk since we had to go back home soon, I mean Emily, Vicky and I since Vicky was sleeping over today. Everybody was drunk they couldn't function properly. Suddenly, Nikki got a call from her parents that they know she has guests over and that she's grounded when they come back, she panicked. She tried to deny it but then her mom told her that Nikki's older brother called and snitched. Nikki wasn't even mad, she was panicking. I was trying my best to cheer her up and it worked. Kind of.

Later on I found myself sitting on a kitchen counter with Alex, Lee and Jay. We were talking about the weirdest topics which was no surprise to me since I'm pretty fucked up myself and I love these idiots. For some reason Lee started the topic about my feelings towards Jay and I slowly began sinking into embarrassment and guilt.

"Why don't you guys kiss in front of us?" Questioned Alex, "Yeah man! We want to see some action!" Cheered Lee, I looked down at my feet that dangled in the air since I was too short to reach the floor. I felt a rush of heat in my cheeks and I looked up and saw Jay standing in the corner of the kitchen laughing. "Just once guys, c'mon" continued Alex, I slid down from the counter and looked for water. "No." I said angrily, I wanted to make a statement so that they will drop it and we will continue talking about penises and porn but what could I expect from them? They didn't give up at all.

"Jay I know you want it! Lou you too!" Added Alex, at that point I was trying my best to leave the kitchen but Lee kept on pulling me back and holding me tightly. I gave in and went back to my place on the counter by the stove. I wasn't even saying anything anymore, I was just listening to their conversation until Jay gave in too just to shut them up.

He took few steps forward towards me, the not so long ago noisy kitchen became the most silent room in the house. The air became thick and what would seem like ages just took few seconds. The boy placed his hand at the back of my neck and pulled me close for a kiss. It was horrible, it just felt so dead. Both of us did it just for the sake of doing it, basically just to shut Lee and Alex up. We pulled away and heard the two of them cheering and clapping. I can't lie, at that time I was pretty happy because I was stupid!

Vicky and Emily were too wasted to function so I didn't tell them about it yet, I was gonna do it when we get home. It was almost midnight anyway so we all began heading home. We said our byes to Nikki and I cheered her up once again.

Remember when I said that I'm stupid and all my friends are idiots? Yeah! Well listen to this.

Greg had a small Nissan Tida that was old as fuck. We called it a trap car for some reason, I don't know why but like I said we are all morons. All together we were 7 people because Nikki stayed home. So Alex, Jay, Lee, Emily and Greg sat inside the car while Vicky, Bruce and I, sat on top on the trunk like I did before.

Just picture this... 3 grown ass teenagers on top of a tiny car. I can't deny it though, it was fucking amazing. At one point I was looking at a road as the car was moving and playfully asked, "Can I jump?" "NO!" Yelled Bruce. Vicky and I just laughed through the whole ride until we got home which literally took us 2 minuets. WORTH IT!

We got out and said our byes to the guys and went inside the house- immediately passed out...