Never Heard

13.

28th November 2017

"Guys, I think I'm depressed."

I said as I looked at the sky and watched the clouds. Isaiah sent me a weird glance and took a sip from his water bottle, "You're not depressed, you're bored." He said, I turned my head to look at him and he gave me a nod of approval. I sighed and continued to watch the clouds pass by.

It was the last day of school before the term break that was going to last for like 4 days. Amazing right? Which retarded school does that?

Jane sat on her phone the entire time, pretty much same as always. Oh no sorry! Except when her so called 'man candy' is nearby. He just happened to come outside to the field with his friends. Jane let go of her phone letting it drop on the grass.

"BLACK MAGIC EXISTS!" She exclaimed, Isaiah almost choked on his water, "What?" He asked confused. "He looks magical in that black shirt." She added, Isaiah mentally face palmed himself "I swear to god Jane, you're actually giving me STD. BOTH of you! Stay the FUCK away from me. I don't need your retardation anywhere near me, especially you Jane. Lou is already a specimen for still liking the same dude but you are almost beyond that." Isaiah got up and started pointing everywhere trying to make a statement, Jane and I began laughing our asses off and that just provoked Isaiah to say more shit.

The two of them literally made my life better, I'm not even bullshitting now. I've never met anyone that could actually make me laugh as much as they did. I could literally take a bullet for them.

The bell rang signaling the end of lunch time and the three of us stood up from the grass, picked up our bags and made our ways back to the school building. The corridors were filled with other people; we had to squeeze ourselves through making sure that we won't get killed by the other students which almost happened twice. No it's not because I'm clumsy but the people in my school have a habit of pushing people around.

We got to our class just to find out that we will be missing it because of the school fare.

Fantastic.

Another way of getting crushed to the ground by other people. Isaiah and Jane had to drag me after them to the field once again and tried to make me have fun. It didn't happen at first since we were surrounded by Isaiah's 'fans'.

It's not that I hate on people. No! People hate on me for numerous of bullshit reasons, I'm just painfully honest so maybe that's the problem. I sat there and observed students run and walk around. The chatter filled the field; it was hard to hear anyone. There was a music stall where people just came and played drums for fun. I looked over at Jane who was currently talking to Isaiah, the sunlight highlighted the ginger locks on her head and her soft giggle filled my ears.

Isaiah noticed me looking at them and said, "Welcome back on planet earth specimen. Where did you go this time?" He looked at Jane and grinned, " Jay's pants perhaps?" Both of them laughed and I just rolled my eyes, " Shut up Isai... Where is your girlfriend huh?" I said, suddenly I felt an arm wrap around me and someone pull me close towards them. "I don't need no girlfriend! My dick is too big for any girl anyway but I still don't understand why won't you just ask him on a date?" He added, "Are you stupid?! Me?! Ask him out on a date?!" "Yeah, you could try that. What if he would say yes?" I rolled my eyes once again and snuggled into Jane.

I looked at the ground and let out a sigh, "He won't." I said, " And how do you know that? Did he tell you?" Asked Jane, "No, but I just know. Guys, I really don't wanna talk about it let's just drop the topic."

It's not like I didn't want to talk about it. It's just that I know exactly what was going to happen and I knew it will hurt so I just wanted to spare myself from that. I really appreciated their help though.