Never Heard

45.

08th June 2018

"I honestly don't understand you sometimes." Groaned Mike as he was rolled over in Emily's bed. "And I honestly don't know why? I always make myself clear to you. It's not my fault you have a brain in the size of an M&M" I chuckled as I finished doing my eyeshadow. We were currently getting ready for a party that the 'BoOzErZ' were invited to and it was all the way on the other side of the town, which meant 40 minute drive by car...

"Okay so let me get this straight." He added, "Impress me Michael" I threw a comment as I began applying some lipstick "So you're saying that you and Adam are dating for the past 2 weeks... and that your 'OBSESSION' over Jay is done?!" Announced Mike, he had to make it sound extra dramatic. "Uh, yeah!" I answered confidently; looking back at the boy I had to fix my recently dyed emerald green hair and as soon as it was out of the way I made a funny face thinking it'll help me prove my point and got back to doing my make up. "To be honest with you, I don't think that's true and you know me I'm ALWAYS right when it comes to these kind of things..." he finished off and scrolled through his phone, I responded with a soft scoff.

I knew he wasn't right. What I felt for Adam was genuine, he made me feel loved and happy. Isn't that why people get into relationships? When the other person makes you feel that 'certain' way? I wasn't confused for sure, I really felt something towards him but after what Mike said I was left kind of confused. It was just a useless thought.

On our way to the party we went to pick up Bruce and left our tiny area. Of course I told him  about Adam and I- he was happy for me but for some reason, whoever I told, I could sense that their happiness wasn't genuine, as if they didn't really like the idea of me and Adam being together. Maybe it was just me overthinking or maybe I happened to be right. I chose not to let it bother me though since I really wanted to enjoy my time.

"Another drink?" Asked Bruce, by the first hour that we were there I was pretty much gone already, my head was spinning and I felt nauseous but I couldn't refuse another drink so I just nodded my head as I took the last sip of my drink.

The boy shakily grabbed my cup and began to pour the pure transparent liquid inside of it, following by Coca Cola. As he finished my drink he did his. Bruce raised his cup and focused his brown eyes on me. His scleras were red and his pupils dilated. Honestly saying he looked high but no, it's just how Bruce is when he's drunk. I've noticed it a few times and before it was weird but now I'm used to it. "Cheers Lou..." he mumbled out, I hit the styrofoam cup against his and took a sip of my drink. I immediately got chills going all around my body, this boy was trying to kill me. I don't know how much vodka he put in that mix but it definitely was A LOT.

After that sip I felt sick but I ignored it, I decided to call Adam instead since I began to think about him and sort of wished for him to be there with me.

We all go through that... you get drunk or high and you start thinking about your significant other and hope that they could be there with you. So my drunk ass managed to stumble my way to a lonely bench in the garden. I sat on the wooden surface and dialed Adams number...

A- Hey babe!

L- hey! How are you? I-I'm sorry I'm kind of drunk... hahaha

A- oh my god be careful okay? I don't want you getting hurt.

L- Yeah! Don't worry! Bruce and Mike are with me.

A- Okay that's good, why did you call?

L- O-Oh I just missed you, I wish you were here...

A- I wish I was there too, but I told you I can't go out.

L- Yeah... Anyway I have to go now, I'm feeling kind of sick... I love you