You're My Lover

Sequel~ Fourty Nine

-Hailee-

I had walked into the kitchen after waking up from the couch. I must have fallen asleep there last night. I was met with Justin eating a bowl of cereal when I walked in. "Morning." I muttered pouring myself a bowl of cereal also. I got no response as I say down next to him. He didn't even bother looking up and I frowned before eating my cereal. I was planning to wake up and just forgive him. I mean, he was just with Chaz and Ryan from what I heard. I shouldn't have over reacted last night. I was just mad at the moment. "Did you sleep good?" I asked him, trying to start a conversation. Again, he refused to look at me and didn't answer. I bit my bottom lip, feeling unwanted t the moment. "You are just gonna ignore me now." I muttered, more to myself but I know he heard me. He had finished his cereal and got up, washing his dish and then leaving the kitchen. I sighed, why is he ignoring me? I should be ignoring him. But that's not what I plan to do. I felt sad as I finished my cereal alone and in silence. I had no idea where Justin had gone, upstairs I assume. I finished my cereal and washed my dish as I headed upstairs. I saw Justin in our room talking on the phone, so I went into the nursery instead. No use of going to talk to him if he doesn't want me there anyway.

The walls of the nursery were covered in pink paint now, some furniture here and there. There was a small white dresser that needed to be put together, so I sat down and opened up the box, taking out the parts. Confused already, I got out the white paper where the directions were printed, trying my best to follow them. I've never been good at building things and now here I am, trying to put together this damn dresser. Even though it wasn't even bigger than my body, it was really hard to do. If Justin wasn't ignoring me I would have him help me but I'm obviously not wanted by him right now. I took deep breaths for a few minutes before I broke out into random tears. I lifted my hands to cover my face tears already streaming down my cheeks. I was frustrated, I was sad, I was a mix of emotions. And the hormones aren't helping me. I pushed the box away, along with the pieces of the white dresser and stayed sat, in the middle of the room, crying.

"Hails, what's wrong?" I heard Justin's voice for the first time today. I took my hands away from my face, wiping the tears away. Only more fell.

"I-I was trying t-to set up that dresser and I c-couldn't and I wanted t-to ask you but y-you're man at me and-" I stuttered through tears until he cut me off.

"Shhh." He hushed me, coming into the nursery and sitting with me. He pulled me into his lap, running his fingers through my hair.

"You don't want me. You're ignoring m-me." I cried into his chest, wanting his comfort. My emotions were a wreck.

"No baby, don't say that. Don't ever say I don't want you. You're all I ever want. It was just a silly fight, those are gonna happen. Those are gonna happen a lot. I love you. I love you so fucking much Hailee." He pulled me tighter to him as I wrapped my arms around his neck, resting my head on his shoulder. He rocked us and whispered 'I love you' gently in my ear over and over.

"Justin I love you." I finally responded to him after I stopped crying.

"Baby, just remember that if we fight, I'll always love you. No matter what." He said, his arms still wrapped tightly around me. I nodded letting him know I understood. We had stayed there for a few minutes in silence, enjoying the feeling of being on good terms again. I had felt a weird feeling on my stomach causing for me to furrow my eyebrows and look down. Again, I felt it, this time getting to see a small bugle appear and then disappear on my stomach.

"She kicked." I breathed out, amazed at the fact that the baby had kicked. I looked back up at Justin who raised an eyebrow at me. I smiled widely, putting his hands on my stomach. "She kicked, Justin. Just now." Justin picked up what I was saying, his facing turning from confused to concentrated. I watched his face specifically, seeing him lick his lips and his eyebrows knitted together. To say he wasn't adorable right now would be a lie. Once I felt the same kick, Justin grinned as he looked back at me. His mouth was slightly ajar, and he laughed some.

"That's amazing," he said. I nodded and crashed my lips onto his for a few seconds. "We can get used to that." He mumbled against my lips. I giggled and pulled away.

"I almost forgot! I just got off the phone with my dad. He wants us to take Jazzy and Jaxon down to Toronto for the day. You wanna?" Justin suddenly spoke. I smiled and nodded. I've only been down to Toronto a couple of times and it's absolutely amazing. "Great, go get ready. We leave in two hours."

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"Thank you for taking the kids for the day, Justin." Jeremy said as I helped Jazzy and Jaxon into the car. I heard Justin mumble a 'you're welcome' before Justin came back to the car. "Have fun!" He called out and then we left.

"Justin what are we gonna do?" Jazzy asked, her cute voice filling my ears.

"I don't know, we will have to see when we get there." Justin replied, glancing at her in his rear view mirror. I thought of that we had done the previous times we went down to Toronto. We already took Jazzy and Jaxon to the aquarium and the zoo, so something new sounds like a plan. The drive to Toronto would only last about thirty minutes so I started making conversation with Justin -since Jazzy and Jaxon were already talking to each other.

"So, what did you do yesterday?" I asked, him looking over for a second before turning his eyes back to the road.

"I just hung at Chaz's for a while and then went to the gym with him and Ryan for some basketball." He told me. I nodded slightly before he spoke up again, "Baby I really am sorry I didn't tell you."

"It's alright, Justin. It's nothing really." I shrugged it off, over the topic now. I knew he was going to argue so I gave him a look just as he opened his mouth to speak. He instantly shut it, dropping the subject. After a few minutes he spoke again, "Last night when you didn't come upstairs I thought about some names for the baby."

"Did you?"

"Yeah. I heard my mom saying Blaire. I was think like Isabella or Skyler. Just random." He said, making a big turn which Jazzy and Jaxon squealed at.

"I like those." I told him. I was beyond happy at the way he was taking things with the baby. Not every boy is as caring as Justin is.

"Or McKenna, that's nice, too." He said. I saw his cheeks turn a light shade of pink, and I smiled at him.

"Justin, I think it's very adorable of you to be thinking of names." I said. "There's nothing to be embarrassed about." He giggled cutely, glancing at me.

"I know, I know. I'm pretty great."

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Okay, so out of all the previous comments I have received, the names I mentioned in the story were the top picks. You guys can choose from these:

• Blaire

• McKenna

• Isabella

• Skyler

Comment what name you would like and the top name will be final. I can't do this without you guys! Comment!