You're My Lover

Chapter 38

Chapter 38

-Hailee-

It's been two weeks since we called it quits. We haven't even talked at all since then. I was still trying to get over it but I've gotten to know the new kid to school. His name is Sam and he's very sweet. Maybe even a little good looking. I think he likes me. And I think I like him since he was helping me get over Justin. But, Whenever I see Justin at school I still feel really bad. I remember that he used to be mine. I know he gets jealous when he sees me and Sam talking. Why? Because I know the look he gives when he's jealous. But Sam is just my friend. I don't see him more than that. Stephanie has also helped me majorly through getting over him. I always tell we how much I love her as my best friend. Today was Thursday so I was waiting for Sam to get to school. When I saw him pull up I smiled. He walked over to me and pulled me into a strong embrace.

"Hey sexy." He told me. To be honest, I hated when he called me that. I missed being called beautiful and gorgeous be Justin. Stop thinking about him, I told myself.

"Hey." I said. He walked me to class and I took my seat next to Stephanie.

"Are you like, dating yet?" She asked.

"Steph, it's been like two weeks." I said.

"You only knew Justin for like two weeks before you started dating him." She pointed out.

"Yeah but Justin was different. I knew I loved him from day one and you know i still do love him, but Sam. I just don't have that feeling." I told her. She nodded.

"Okay.." She sighed. I thought about what I had just said. And it was true. I did love Justin when I first met him. I just know Sam as a friend. I felt tears form in my eyes but I wiped them a way before anyone could see. Obviously not Stephanie.

"You okay?" She asked. I nodded.

"Yeah I'm fine." I lied. Truth, I missed Justin. More than anything.

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-Justin-

It killed me inside to see Hailee and this other guy. The new kid, Sam. I felt jealous. But why? She's not even yours anymore Justin, I said to myself. I tried focusing on something else but every time I found my way back to them. Hailee looked so happy. I missed me being the cause of her laugh. I missed the way her hand fit perfectly in mine and the way her lips felt on mine. It's only been two weeks. But it feels like its been forever. I still cry every once in a while about it. And I know she does too. I've seen it. And knowing she's hurting just breaks my heart even more.

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-Hailee-

After school me and Stephanie went to get some Starbucks. We got our drinks and sat down at one of the booths by the window.

"So, two weeks huh?" She asked. I nodded sadly.

"Almost three. That's like, almost a month!" I said.

"Well when you put it that way it sounds like a long time." She said. I giggled a bit. "But hey, you're fine right?"

"No. I just feel so bad. And lonely. And sad." I rambled on. She laughed.

"I'm sure that's how he feels to but that's how you move on." She told me.

"Yeah but how can you move on from your first love?" I joked. She rolled her eyes taking a sip of her drink.

"You just have to forget about it." She said.

"Well I'm glad I at least have you. You help me a lot. And I am very thankful for that." I smiled at her. She smiled back at me.