*Rhys Prov.*
I wake up in my bed. I look around and my head starts to pound.
I groan knowing I must be having a hangover. I get up and walk to my mirror.
I look at myself. I suddenly remember what happened.
.... I yelled.... At Jin.....
Shit. I sigh and go use the bathroom. When I come out I decide to walk to get something to eat.
I walk down stairs and see the members all talking.
The apparently didn't hear me come down since they're all talking.
I walk to the sink and get a drink of water. I turn off the water and turn around and the members are still talking.
"What about Rhys?" Jimin asks.
"What about me?" I ask and they all look at me.
"Oh... Rhys..." Jin says.
"Rhys..." Namjoon says.
"I know, I know. You wanna talk. Alright." I say and walk over.
My head still hurts but I don't care right now. I sit down my Namjoon.
"Rhys... Can you... Tell us..." Jungkook starts. I look at him.
"Yeah..." I say. I look at the floor and start talking.
".... The best way to probably describe it is depression. Anxiety, and yes.... I drink...I do that because at least when I'm not sober I can actually love myself.
(Love yourself oof 😂)
"Eating disorder...." I keep my eyes on the floor not wanting to look at the others.
"Rhys, you need he-" Suga starts but I cut him off. I look right at him.
"Help? I've tried that before. I sat there in the stupid chair just talking to the stupid therapist who didn't do shit. They didn't help me...." I say and he only nods.
It's silent for a little bit.
"Kao...." I said and they all look at me again. I look back at the floor.
"Kao tried to take me to a mental hospital..." I say and it's silent again.
"Tried. I didn't want to go.... Everybody who is like me knows that if you go into a mental hospital, you most likely won't come out.
"I cried and cried the nights before she was gonna take me. But just a day before she was, she told me she wasn't gonna do it.
" She wasn't gonna hurt me.... And I'm glad she didn't..." I say and keep looking at the floor.
"We're here for you, you know." V says. I smile.
"I know." Hobi gets up and puts his arm around me.
"Besides, what are friends for!" He says and smiles.
I chuckle. They really do care......
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The Managers 'Son' (BTS x Trans Reader) FTM
FanfictionI wrote this when I was literally 12 and I'm aware it's heavily unrealistic. So keep your rude comments to yourself, thanks :) I didn't ask to be born in a female body. I didn't ask for a transphobic father. I didn't ask to become a idol of a famou...
