I wrote this when I was literally 12 and I'm aware it's heavily unrealistic. So keep your rude comments to yourself, thanks :)
I didn't ask to be born in a female body.
I didn't ask for a transphobic father.
I didn't ask to become a idol of a famou...
I walk into the studio and shut the door. I walk over to the mirror in the room and sit down.
I open my phone and see I have tons of notifications from my Instagram.
My fans are worried, so I decide to post a picture.
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Stressed, depressed, work. Basically 3 words that describe me right now...
Post/ Forget Post?
I post the picture and set my phone down. I slide over to the mirror so I'm leaning on it. But I'm looking away.
I'm still hurting but not as much. I grab my notebook, aka my song book, and flip through the pages.
I keep flipping till I get to a new page.
I smile, this notebook I the only thing I have of my mom....
-Flashback-
I was playing quietly by myself in my room. Laughing and smileing, but still keeping quiet. Today was my 5th birthday. And i knew my Dad wouldn't get my anything, so I just stayed in my room. I was playing when I heard my Dad call me downstairs. "Coming!" I said and walked downstairs.
I got to the bottom of the stairs and saw my Dad holding something. "Jin-Woo.... Come here.." he said to me.
I slowly walked over to him. I didn't want to get a beating. I got closer and he looked at me. "Happy Birthday.... Jin-Woo.." My Dad says and he hands me a box. I take it heasitenly and unwrap it.
I open the box to see ....... A notebook.... I flip through the pages and all the pages are blank. I look at my Dad.
"From.... Your.... Mother...." He says, he looks away and gets up and leaves the house. Slamming the door on his way out.
I run up into my room and shut the door. I sit on my little desk and open it, and I start to write...
-End of Flashback-
"Mom......" I say. I shake the memory away and start to write my debut song...
