Chapter 3 - Beg
Mabibigat ang yapak ko papasok sa opisina ni James. I found him in middle of piled papers. Our gaze met and the beast inside me roared like a wolf. I'm so angry! My heart beats abnormally and my hands were shaking. His eyes were worried with a mix of tiredness. Tumayo siya para salubongin ako ng yakap ngunit sampal ang iginawad ko sa kanya. The sound of my slapped roared in the every corner of the room and my heart violently beating fast. The red mark on his cheeks were evident, as well as the pain he felt.
Nakabawi naman siya at nagtapo muli ang mga mata namin. Nagtatagisan ng lakas ngunit una syang sumuko.
"What's wrong? Hmm?" He held my arms but I pulled him away. Nakita ko sa kanyang mga mata ang pangamba. Pangamba na alam niya dadating sa buhay niya. Nakikita kong namumula ang mata niya, kaya umiwas ako ng tingin. Mahihirapan ako. Mahihirapan akong gawin ang desisyon ko. The pain that I felt every night consuming me alive until the darkness dragged me into abyss of nothing.
"Tama na James!" I begged him. My tears betrayed me just like my heart crying for him. Nakita kong nanginig siya at hindi man niyang tinago saakin kung gaano siya nasasaktan ngayon. Masakit. Sobrang sakit. Like a sword hitted in my heart million times.
"Please, Inday. Maniwala ka naman saakin oh." He also begged. If my daughter saw her daddy's crying like a baby, it will break her.
He kneeled in front of me. Halos mayanig ang pagkatao ko ng pinalupot niyang braso nya sa hita ko at tinago ang mukha niya dito. He cried, and it broke my heart. My husband was crying for me.
"Hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko kaya, Inday!" He begged under his sobs. My tear cascaded on his hair. My mind was in haywired and everything became blur. I tried to held to the last thread of sanity but the picture of daughter, Dana and his mistress flashed in my mind.
I tried to get away from his gripped but he held me tightly.
"No. Please!" He begged. But my decision was fixed.
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