lungs

part 88

"What do you want?" Jacob asked me as we waited in line for snacks.

I shrugged. "I dont know" I said. "Like some popcorn and gummy bears."

"With butter or no butter? If I were you then I would get with butter because with butter is good. But, if you-"

"With butter." I giggled. "But I'm paying."

"Who said?" He says, crossing his arms.

"Me, duh. You know I dont like people paying for me, jacob." I say.

"I'm paying for my girlfriend, anna." He says.

Girlfriend

"Fine." I gave in.

We got up in line and it was our turn to order. Jacob ordered my popcorn and gummy bears while he ordered nachos and cheese. He also got us a large coke, for us to share of course.

[I went to the movies with a boy and he got us a large slurpee for the two of us to share. Okay none of you care...back to the story]

We went inside the theater and sat down in our seats. It was kinda weird sitting down for a kids movie. I mean, I grew up watching toy story and I'm happy that the new generation can experience the joy of it, but aren't I to old?

I'm 17 and inside and sitting down for the Disney Pixar movie that I didnt even know was out until like a 2 days ago.

"What are you thinking about?" Asked Jacob, getting me out of my thoughts.

"Dont you think were kind of old to be here? I mean theres only little kids in here, I dont see any teenagers." I said, chuckling it off.

"No, its toy story." He laughed. Sounds like something he would say. "We grew up watching the rest of the three."

I shrug, " I don't know." I say

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"Oh my gosh, jacob!" I say. "Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, for taking me!"

I wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him tightly.

"You're welcome." He says, hugging me back and looking into my eyes.

He started to lean in as so did I. He caressed the side of my face as he got inches closer to my lips. Closing the gap between us, he connects our lips with no hesitation.

It feels different not kissing joey. It's like nothing is there, no spark, no nothing.

He pulled away and softly smiled at me, making me feel bad because I'm going to have to break up with him soon.

"I love you, anna." He says, making me want to kill myself right here, right now.

I cant break up with jacob, I just cant, it will break his heart. Jacob has been my bestfriend when i came here, and since then I've been dating joey, not jacob.

If I break up with him and then leave, that will end not just our relationship but our friendship beofre. No hanging out, no taking to each other and no looking at each other. Nothing, pure nothing.

I cant, I just cant. "I love you too."

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