Who Are You? [COMPLETED]

⚜Bare faced⚜

2015

I was very shocked and made my heart like exploding with so much happiness I am feeling. We just got debuted but we are being recognized by the other Idols too like my brother's group, I saw how Jungkook dances through our debut song and it is really a turn on, like— it makes me admire him more. I'm way far from his Ideal type, I remember all what I have searched about him. Jeez...

He likes a girl who could sing, I could sing... But rapping is my specialty, TWICE couldn't all sing... We have to be divided. I am not impressed with my voice either, he also wants a girl who can cook. I could too but almost everyone knows it, a girl who has a height of 5'6 to 5'7. I am just 5'3, and who has pretty legs and if possible, older than him who could take care of him. I am really not his Ideal type, a very good example is IU. Our senior who has a lot of talent and also good looking, she has a very natural beauty inside and out. Jungkook admire her a lot, Nayeon is a fan of her too, I am a fan of her. Sometimes I just think maybe Nayeon could pass as Jungkook's type.

I do not have the right to get jealous, but I can't control myself from feeling like it. I am just making myself stupid for something I won't have, jeez Dahyun... Pull yourself together, this isn't the right time. Remove him from your head, and being jealous with your own teammate??? That's totally insane for admiring a boy!

2016

It is the start of their fame, when they released their song Fire. They started the real competition between groups, it is really insane. They are really burning them all.

I was getting ready, it is our first comeback after debut. We gained a lot of fans after six months, a lot are looking forward to us. I am always anxious about it, I hope we could get the same as we debuted, no. Maybe more than that... And I was right, it was very successful and I was very happy about the results. The wins, the awards... I've never been so happy like that before, people are recognizing us and it's really making me feel so much happy. I started doing what I could do for TWICE, I helped making choreographs for our songs and it turned out to be great.

I am always paying attention to my brother's group. Bangtansonyeondan or BTS, a very cool group. We sung and dance their songs for fun but no one knows how happy I am doing it and making TWICE happy at the same time while doing it, I am right to be here in my place. I will discover myself as the time passes and prove myself that I could do more.

But it isn't easy, I stayed like what I used to since we debuted. Maybe I am one of the cute members, maybe no? An innocent one. Sometimes I feel like I didn't aged and change for two years since I became an Idol, but I am doing what I feel that I am comfortable with. Fans are happy about it, some members didn't change too... I guess? Or I'm not just noticing it. I noticed Chaeyoung has curves than mine, I am not really looking at my body in front of the mirror. Especially the clothes that I am wearing, it's all normal dresses and clothes. I don't bother what I look like, I trust our stylist to it. Sometimes fans says Chaeyoung and Tzuyu are older than me, am I being left behind on how TWICE is dressing? But our stylist are all doing the job... Or they are asking them for their out fit preferences? Hell no, should I too??? Ugh, no. I am happy the way I am right now, people are not complaining about it either so it is fine.

And I think 2016 is our year too, as our song TT got released, it's a boom for everyone. Idols and artists sing and dances through it, I wish this could continue more.

2017

I am focused with TWICE, but still... I couldn't stop admiring BTS from afar, but we always see each other in music shows and award shows... I couldn't really help myself, everytime we're attending and knowing BTS would be there, I feel excited. Not just to see my brother but also Jungkook... Jeon Jungkook, why are you doing this to me? My heart is really fragile that any minute if I see you, it'll burst.