The Last Mermaid

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So you want to be an intuitive? 

Don't you know it's thankless work?

I paint a magic reality

You give me 10 dollars

I know you are secretly jealous of the places I go during my meditation

You want to see the inner earth caverns

And know if mermaids are real

Have you ever gone under a full moon to recharge your battery?

A thunderstorm

Roaring nighttime waves

It's a spectacular feeling

Emptying yourself spiritually, in order to be full again

It's reaching across the void to see a sky full of colors

Knowing there is absolutely no one to believe where you're going

It's wondering if people are ever gonna see what's going on 

It's wondering if you should just get on, maybe even give up, on humanity 

Knowing you'd rather be alone than in someone's energy swamp

The farther you get into your spirit

The less you feel loneliness

Knowing your past is not your future

Oscillating from extreme doubt to understanding

Learning to find stillness in death