Secrets and Desires

Chapter 13

Reid POV... Damn I thought as I pulled into the parking lot.. Everyone is here, except Morgan... I was a bit relieved bc I was really afaird of facing him..I didn't know if he would display that arrogant look, if he would be sorry, or angry.. I didn't know if Garcia told him what happened between us or not ,but I would know soon..JJ continued chatting, but although I heard her voice,I wasn't focusing on her words.. I really wished she would shut up.. God do I sound like this when I'm rambling?I promised myself I would try to remember how annoying rambling can be when your mind was else where.. Finally we made it to our floor and I damn near sprinted out the elevator.. I held my head high as we walked into the BAU room.. Garcia was the first person I saw.. Hey boy  wonder she said smiling that Garcia smile.. Hey Garcia I said flashing her a quick smile... She looked thoughtful, but not disgusted which meant  two things. She didn't remember and she hadn't told Morgan..I don't know if I felt relieved or disgusted bc if she didn't remember, it probably meant I got her drunk and then had sex with her...I knew at that moment I had to talk to her.. Although I had JJ version, I needed Garcia's also.. After this case was over I would talk to her.. The door opened again and my heart stopped.. It was Morgan... I couldn't help looking at him.. he paused bc the only chair available was mine.. The team always saved one of the chairs for he or I.. Did he not want to sit by me? Did he hate me that much?I continued looking at him and saw that although he had bags under his eyes, he didn't look that much different.. Hotch told him to sit down and he did.. I couldn't help myself, I had to speak to him... Hey Morgan I said.. Pretty Boy he said.. He called me PB I thought.. What does it mean I wondered? I saw his hand twitch and I thought he would take mine.. He didn't.. I sighed and turned to listen to Garcia