Secrets and Desires

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Morgan POV... Talk about embarrassing.... Again Hotch had to address my and Reid relationship, well break up like we were children..I should of just shut up in the head, just walked out when Reid started playing with his dick..I know that's what made me lose it, and although PB and I are profilers, our team is to, which is how Hotch and probably everyone else knew Reid and I has exchanged some  form of words.. At this rate we were never gone reconcile and even if we did, Hotch was gone always question our ability to maintain professional on the job and be in a relationship.. I shook my head and cussed myself, as Hotch ordered Reid and I out of the room... Sorry Reid muttered.. I wasn't surprised he apologized first again.. He did that a lot and I could see everything clearly that I didn't see while dating him... Reid didn't like conflict, he avoided it if he could.. He would apologize to me first almost always even if I was in the wrong... DAMN he really loves me I thought as I apologized back.. if we get back together, I would make damn sure I remembered all of this .. I'm with you he said to Emily.. She nodded then dropped her head... Reid looked confused by that, and frankly so was I.. If she didn't remember nothing, like JJ and Reid both said, why not meet his eyes? As a matter of fact, until now she was acting normal.. But I thought something changed between Reid and I bathroom screen and him JJ and Emily missing in action while the rest of us was in the conference room.. My eyes narrowed as they walked away. Something was fishy and I didn't know what.. But I couldn't focus on that right now bc Hotch was already furious with all of us.. This had to wait until the case was over.. JJ came in smiling which threw me for another loop.. Why was she the only one happy, while the rest of us were miserable? Hey Morgan she said... I faked a smile and said we are together. She just nodded and followed me