Secrets and Desires

Desires and Secrets Chapter 3

JJ POV.. I heard Reid inhale sharply and at first I thought it was bc of me.. But when I looked at him I realized his attention was on the dance floor.. I looked and saw what I already had expected from the jump.. Morgan was surrounded by women.. Reid face held so much pain that I wanted to kiss that pain away.. Spence are you ok I asked him? No I'm not JJ he said sadly.. Why do you put up with this Spence? Bc JJ, I can't really dance and I know Morgan love to dance... It's not fair to make him sit here with me, when the purpose of coming to the club is to dance, and have a good time you know? He never offered to teach you to dance I asked? No he said looking down.. I rubbed his hand in circular motions before I continued.. Spence do you wonder why he never offered to teach you I asked? He looked at me in confusion.. what I'm trying to say is, maybe he don't want to dance with you in public Spence.. Why wouldn't he, Reid asked looking at me? Spence, Morgan is a certified ladies man... His reputation is very important to him... If he danced with you in public, everyone would know he liked guys.. He's to much of an Alpha Male to accept that.. I'm not saying he don't love you Spence, but he obviously don't want y'all relationship publicly known... Tears filled his eyes and I felt bad.. But I was going for what I wanted and I was trying to free him from Morgan trifling ass.. Spence gulped down his drink quickly and grabbed another one as quick.. In the process, my hand fell from his and I be dammed if I didn't feel that lost of contact..JJ he kissed me in public he said on a slightly slurred voice.. Yes he did but nobody could really see him bc Prentiss and Garcia was blocking you guys.. Spencer before Morgan have you every been with a guy I asked? No... But JJ why would Morgan even get with me if he was that ashamed he asked.. Reid I'm gone be truthful so please listen to me and don't get mad I said... He looked at me with those beautiful eyes and said I won't