Secrets and Desires

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JJ POV.. I glanced out and saw the team glancing in here.. I seriously wanted to follow them, to be with Spence of course but I didn't want to be arrested. I know Aaron wouldn't hesitate to have me arrested, so I simply came to my office.. Anyway I have to think on how I should play my hand. I know the team just as they know me, so even though I want to reveal the real reasons I took the actions I did, I know I can't be over emotional..I looked at them again and saw Hotch had called for Anderson.. I laughed bc I expected him to send him to watch me.. He was making sure I didn't go anywhere.. Seriously I thought smiling, did he think I would leave and disobey the directors orders? That would only make me look guilty and I wasn't guilty of nothing, except loving Reid....I smiled when Anderson came to my office and stood outside the door.. He smiled back uncertainly and turned away.. I booted up my computer and went on line. I was searching to see if a woman could be charged with raping a man... I laughed bc I couldn't be charged with that, and regardless of what Garcia pulled up from the phone call and pictures, they couldn't prove that Reid didn't want the oral sex I gave him.. I could argue he called me Morgan name bc that was the the way we roled played, when he cheated in his man... Although same sex involvement wasn't prohibited, if it caused friction between the team, then someone would have to transfer to another team.. And since Hotch and Emily was together, I could use that to my advantage. and the directors didn't exactly care for Emily..., every since she faked her death... I smiled bc I could use that to my advantage in an under handed way of course. But for extra precautions I quickly looked up Michelle information.. I copied everything and hide the information in my purse. I smiled bc I wasn't going down with out a fight and like I continuity said, one way or another Reid would be mine.. At any cost