Secrets and Desires

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Reid POV.. When did JJ become so emotional I thought? Even though I didn't believe her story about my phone been in her laundry room,I didn't want to see her cry.. It's weird bc Morgan and I can't stand seeing a woman cry... Just one of the many things we have in common... My thoughts went back to JJ though.. Could she have a crush on me I wondered?I let the theory run for a minute, and then thought to myself nall she couldn't. Even though we all looked at her and Emily as the tough women of the team, still they had emotions of a woman.. Last night was ugly for us all I thought.. Not to mention that I propositioned to perform oral sex on her, then tried to make her give it to me.. Shit that would fuck with any woman's emotions.. Hell I'm a man and that shit didn't shit right with me.. It was by the grace of God I passed out, bc n that state of mind I was in, I may have raped her without realizing it I promised myself I would never drink that much again. My thoughts went back to JJ. She took care of me I thought and here I AM been ungrateful...I would make it up to her in some way I thought as she returned, all smiles again...I took her hand, and together we heard to the BAU