Secrets and Desires

Chapter 7

No bc I was afaird of the answer, the answer was he didn't want to or was ashamed of me.. You idiot and yelled, that DAMN boy isn't ashamed of you.. He loves you.. Have you ever asked him if he could dance she snapped.. No I said.. I just assumed he could.. Why did you assume that she asked sarcastically? Bc the way he move those hips in bed, the rhythm, the grace, his poise shit babygirl he's a natural............... Garcia POV.. I smiled bc I was surprised  THE DEREK MORGAN was admitting that Spencer was an animal in bed.. Morgan's usually is the bragger, while Reid was so mysterious and private.. But now wasn't the time to get the the inside info on their delicious hott gay love.. Honey you and Reid need to have a heart to heart.. You humiliated him tonight when you took the bimbo to the dance floor... You made him feel like you wanted a woman, one area he know he can't compete in.. That was cruel Derek I said firmly... Michelle said almost the exact same thing he admitted.. What do you mean I asked? He explained to me what his dance partner had said to him before she left him... I listened and it surprised me that a complete stranger could see something off with JJ behavior to.. But now wasn't the time to reveal my own suspicious about her... look Morgan it's three am  now.. Stay here tonight and get some sleep... Tomorrow go to him and make it right.. Listen to him Derek and be honest with him.. Stop been afaird bc if you don't keep it real with him, you will lose him.. Derek he loves you but to many people in his past has hurt him and made him not trust them... Also stop letting your ego control your your true emotions... Put that Alpha Make shit on the burner when it's comes to losing your man.. Do you trust him Derek? Yes he answered immediately, with my life, Tell him Derek, you know Reid will never intentionally hurt you.. He don't play games Derek, it's all or nothing with him.. Quit hiding inside yourself Derek... Quit hiding behind that ladies man status... Bc doing that makes it seems like you are ashamed of him.. Penelope I'm not ashamed of him... I love him so much... he's the one I waited for, although I didn't know it... I can't lose him he said crying now, I won't be able to go on... I went to his side and took him in my arms.. He cried for twenty minutes, just let out all his pain and sorrow... Thank you Penelope he said once his tears dried up...I love you Derek I said..I love you to mama he said missing my cheek.. Get some sleep love I said.. Tomorrow will be better