Secrets and Desires

Chapter 9

I hesitated and she became serious.. Emily you know your secret is safe with me she said..I won't betray you she said sincerely.. I know I said blushing.. I took a deep breath and said yes I do like him.. How long she asked? I don't know, maybe since last year.. Emily that long? Why didn't you say something, to me anyway she said laughing? Bc Penelope I don't know if he like me like that.. And remember he did lose Haley, in a cruel and vicious way I said losing my smile.. She lost her smile to and we were silent for a moment.. Do you think he like me I asked her? She thought for a moment and then.. Sometimes I think he does Emily.. Sometimes I catch him gazing at you when he know you aren't looking.. His face isn't stern Emily, he has a soft look.. I smiled and then asked her how she knew I liked him? When you look at him Emily  your eyes sparkle.. Your wear a look of happiness, even if you aren't smiling.. It's like you feel totally at ease around him.. Garcia do you think he know, the team know I asked fear fully? No honey she said smiling.. Well maybe Rossi but you know he won't say anything.. he's old school Emily so it doesn't surprise me if he know.. Garcia please don't tell anyone I begged.. Girl you know I won't she said hugging me, but I hope you to get together.. Reid and Morgan is already together, Now you and Hotch need to get together.. I laughed and said, well he had to make the first move Garcia.. I know she said smiling.. The team was returning so were dropped the conversation...JJ asked if I was ok, and I said yes.. Just asking she said smiling bc your cheeks are red girl... I laughed and said I guess the heat is getting to me...I wanted to confide in her, but something held me back.. I remembered when Reid and Morgan came out to the team, she had a strange look in her eyes.