Secrets and Desires

Chapter 8

JJ POV... He didn't remember I thought sadly.. What is the last thing you remember Spence I asked him? as he told me the little he remembered my mind begin plotting.. I smiled inside bc I knew what I was about to tell him would hurt the team, four people to be exact but I didn't care anymore.. My objective was to make Reid mine and I would at any cost.. I loved my team, but I loved Reid much more than them... That's all I remember JJ he said looking pitiful.. Do you know what happened, how and why I ended up here he asked? Yes I said but Spence I don't want to be the one tell you I said trying hard to look sincere.. JJ please I have to know what happened he begged.. I can't not know if I cheated on Derek or if he cheated on me he said desperately... It pissed me off he was worried more about Morgan than himself..I could tell from the crack in his voice.. That's it I thought, their relationship end today.. Spence a lot happened last night and none of it is good..I don't care JJ.. Please tell me... Ok I said... You remember Derek dancing with those three women right? Yes he answered.. Ok you and I sat at the table and you told me how much it hurt, each time you went out and he ignored you for the women.. You went on saying how you felt he was ashamed of you... Spence you continued drinking more and more of those shots I said softly.. Finally nature called and you went to the bathroom... Morgan followed and you two were back there a while, at least ten minutes.. I guess you two argued bc when yall came back to the table you asked Hotch for a ride.. Morgan was pissed and he went back to the dance floor.. The team left after Garcia said she would take you home