Secrets and Desires

Chapter 10

He said he wasn't sorry about sleeping with Emily bc he was sick of your bullshit... He said he purposely got Emily drunk... then he showed me the pictures of her giving him fellatio...I asked him what did it mean for you guys and he said it meant yall were finished.. he said he would transfer if needed but he just didn't want to be in a relationship with you Derek.. I'm sorry I said sincerely as I could... He was silent but I could tell he was crying... Derek I could send the pictures I said softly.. Don't he said sharply, then JJ why would Emily do that? I can understand Reid been mad at me, but Emily is suppose to be my friend he said crying openly... Derek she don't remember I said covering my ass..I talked to her earlier but she remembered nothing.. They both were pissy drink I reminded him.. How could she not remember but he could he asked? I don't know Morgan but Reid does have that eidetic memory.. True but usually his high IQ leave when he's under the influence... Well maybe this time the amount of liquor he consumed did the opposite.. but honestly Derek does that even matter? No I guess not he said softly.. look Morgan I don't know if he meant what he said or not.. Just give him time and maybe you two can work it our at a later date I suggested..I don't know JJ, shit if he was sorry it would be one thing, but from what you say he isn't.. I'm sorry I said making my voice sound like I was crying.. Don't worry about it JJ and thanks for telling me.. He don't have to transfer he said softly.. Regardless of what, this team is solid and it needs all of us he said.. Oh Derek I said, if you need to talk I'm available I said as sincere as I could.. Thanks baby he said, I'm sure I'll take you up on that often he said laughing weakly..I love you i said.. Love you to he said..I smiled bc Reid didn't trust Morgan or Garcia anymore and certain didn't trust Emily or Reid.. Therefore they wouldn't be existing stories, which meant Reid would be mines soon.. I had to do one more thing to cement the deal though