Secrets and Desires

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He gave me a sharp look and said sure Derek... What the hell do you mean I asked? Derek you slept with Michelle, that's a fact, why are you denying it? Denying it I said, not realizing my voice changed from shock to my  egoistic voice? When have you known me to deny sleeping with anyone I asked arrogantly? And even if I had slept with her Reid, although I didn't, you fucking slept with someone I have to look at everyday, someone on our team,I said in a hurt voice..I know that Derek and I hate I did it he whispered, with pain in his voice... but why did you have to deny been in a relationship with me, in front of her he said bitterly? Am I that unappealing to you? That disgusting he asked damn near crying? I know I was wrong for outing you in front of her ,and I'm sorry but damn Derek, I thought you loved me he said crying now.. Spencer what the hell are you talking about I asked confused? Derek please stop with the pretending he said. Pretending I asked totally confused? Reid when did I deny our relationship? when did you out me?  I'm leaving he said looking disgusted.. No you aren't... We are taking about this bc I don't understand where these ideas of you're are coming from.. You are accusing me of things that didn't happen, sending me messages and not remembering, you are... Stop it Derek he snapped, I know where you are going with this and I'm not showing signs of schizophrenia... he damn near yelled