Secrets and Desires

Chapter 9

Emily POV.. I woke up at nine and my mind was heavy.. As I recalled last night I shook my head in disbelief... At first the night was cool, everyone was having fun.. I was able to check Hotch out on the sly.. He looked really handsome but he always does.. Yes I have a crush on our unit chief, but honestly I don't believe he looked at me that way.. Only Garcia knew about my little crush and I knew she wouldn't tell anyone.. She found out six months ago..I smiled as I remembered how she found out..I had plenty of pictures in my phone of Hotch.. Of course I didn't take them myself, I went to the internet, pulled him up and screen shot a lot of his pictures.. Those pictures helped on those lonely nights. Anyway I was staring at one in the break room.. I thought everyone had went to lunch so I was safe.. I was working thur lunch bc I was behind on my paper work.. I would of snuck them to Reid as usual but that day I needed some me time.. Anyway I had taken a short break and decided to pull up my favorite picture of him.. He wore his usual stern expression but in this picture he looked sterner than ever.. He was standing in front of the Atlanta police station studying the picture of the missing teen.. His eyes crinkled and his mouth was in a tight line.. One of his eyebrows rose higher than the other, while the other was in a straight line.. DAMN I signed out loud.. So it's true, you have the hots for the Boss, Garcia said scaring the day lights out of me.. Penelope I screamed, what are you doing here?I brought my lunch remember she said smiling? I  remembered then, that she declined going out with the team. I was so anxious for the alone time to look at Hotch that it slipped my mind.. Garcia I, um well I said stuttering... Emily spill  she said taking a seat