Secrets and Desires

Desires and Secrets Chapter 3

Reid POV... After JJ left I let the first tear drop... Even tough we both bottomed I wasn't gone tell her that, BC like I said it wasn't her business.. but every thing else she said could be true... I believed Morgan loved me without a doubt, but I always wondered would he grow tired of me... He was a true ladies man and I didn't know if I would ever believe he wouldn't go back to them.. Maybe he was shame of me.. hell look at me and then look at him... I know he always asked me to dance but he never asked why I always said no.. When we went out, sometimes we interacted romantically and sometimes we didn't... Neither of us had come out to our parents, hell the team was the only ones who knew about us.. None of this bothered me, I just figured we would tell our families when we chose to, but looking at Derek now made me wonder if his reputation was that damn important.. Seriously, he had danced at least five dances, with those women, and still he hasn't returned to me.. He was not even looking my way I thought sadly.. What I didn't know, of course was he was glancing at me, but each time JJ made sure I was looking at her.. he figured JJ and I was having a good time, so he stopped trying to catch my eye.. I drowned three more shots before nature called.. I glanced one more time at Morgan before I headed to the head