Secrets and Desires

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JJ POV.. I layed on the couch just thinking of Reid after he left.. I thought of marriage, children just our future in general.. I wanted him so bad that I pushed out every devious thing I had done... Like I said earlier all fair in love and war.. I drifted off and the next thing I knew my phone was ringing.. Reid's was to, shit I forgot to turn his back off.. Then he came out the kitchen.. When did he get back I wondered.. I saw him go to his strapel bag so I focused on the call.. Out the corner of my eye I saw that puzzled look on his face... of well I would fix it I thought . Strauss told me we had a case and I needed to come in immediately...I agreed and wondered who was calling Reid.. Two minutes later I had my answer. That was Hotch he said.. We have a case.. I know I said sitting up, that was Strauss on the phone I explained..JJ he asked frowning a bit, did you find my phone? Yes I said looking him in the eye.. It was in the laundry room.. The laundry room he repeated? How did it get there? I don't know Spence I said.. After I got your covers and pillows, I went to bed..I didn't awake until you were at my door.. Ok he said, another mystery.. I just looked at him and he said,JJ gone and get your go bag..I could tell he didn't believe me so I focused on making myself cry.. A minute later it worked.. Spence I said, I don't know why  you don't believe me but I'm telling you the truth I said crying.. His face changed and he was at my side in an instant.. I'm sorry he said pulling me into a hug... Don't cry JJ.. I cried a minute longer, just to keep his arms around me..JJ please stop crying he said again.. I finally stopped and he looked into my eyes.. I didn't mean to hurt you he said... Its ok Spence I said.. It's not ok but I will make this up to you he promised.. I smiled and he said go get your bag before we are late.. I hurried to to just that