Secrets and Desires

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Emily POV... It was hard to maintain my composure bc JJ had lost it.. I couldn't believe, my good friend of so many years had snapped.. When did this begin I thought? She had many chances to go after Reid before he and Morgan got together..I know for a fact he used to have a crush on her, so why now? why when he and Morgan was happy, before all this shit happened? Then to sleep with Reid while he was intoxicated? What the hell was she really thinking? I know something is seriously wrong with her, bc in her right mind she was never so cruel. I had to fight tears back bc I couldn't believe she said ,she wished she wouldn't have help me fake my death, and she wished I was dead.. and when she slapped me me, I knew for a fact that the real JJ was gone.. We never use violence on each other, we are a team, a fucking family for crying it loud... Then the way she kept referring to Reid as Her Reid, seriously that sounds to over possessive I thought shaking my head.. And why threatened Garcia? Was it bc she knew Garcia and I could see that something is wrong with her?I know she had to photoshoot those pictures bc obviously I never sucked Reid off.. I quickly put that imagine or of my head.. Obviously she suspected I knew something and made those pictures as a back up... And making me erase the VM was her power play.. she didn't want Reid to know, that she forced him to sleep with her, by pretending to be Derek.. But although the VM was erased, she must have forgotten who Penelope was, and how good she was at retrieving anything.. That's why I played the victim... Your with me Reid said apporching me.. Derek was obviously looking for JJ snake ass.. Hotch must have paired us again.. I dropped my eyes bc I had to play the role.. I didn't know where my ex friend was lurking, but I be damned if I got sent home for her non sense.. All I know is when we returned home, JJ ass was been exposed